Lyrics
Abysskvlt “Thanatochromia”
Over Cold Tombs
at the closed door of limb
I fell down
and stars began to dimmed
over my burial mound
slowly broken fate
distorted by pain
in vain to hope, too late
never again
I stare at these silent hills
somewhere my last home
I walk all alone everstill
over cold tombs
interrupting all human things
exhaling my last breath
dissolving in lethargic wind
I belong to death
no one word - for me
no more world - where I'll be
Between Two Mirrors
we are blind from birth to falls
(but dream) to see the light
(we live within these walls)
without sight
we touch the tombstones
and hear the call (as before)
(and we crawl) among their bones
(trying to find) an open door
stay moveless
calm inside
come, come clousure
to last divide
behold our deathstained faces
our soaring arms
as our bodies are weightless
and our plagued tongues
we are sealed inside
by will of listless gods
welcome to endless ride
with best regards
House Of Woe
why all things washed out
for i didn't know
where I'm now
some feet below
there was no one tear
for my unrested life
and I will not be appear
no need to strive
why all mirrors curtained?
why all covered with dust?
there is a cold uncertain
Did I left my body past?
All nine days along
I will be here dwell
in the house of deepest woe
utill saying farewell... for me
nothing can be changed
why do I still believe?
faceless portraits hanged
in the house of deepest grief
All nine days along
I will be here dwell
in house of deepest woe
utill saying farewell
The Dawn My Unawakening
the days in lifeless void are gone
as a stygian streams
no need to wait for reborn
no need to follow my dreams
now too late
no threads of fate
don't grieve for me
farewell to thee
indifferent sky is the last thing
i will see this dawn
it's over here,
all was said and done
see nor light
not a hell
one mournful sight
in a sound of bell
indifferent sky is the last thing
i will see this dawn
it's over here,
all was said and done
no more hope, just darkest deep
of leaden waves of past
going under heavy sleep
i'm free... at last
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Ankhagram “Thoughts”
Don't Feel This Life
I don't feel this life
Everything - is dead
I am useless for all
It is written on my heart
I so empty
And the world is full of cares
And I so am empty
In me there is nothing
I so empty
And the world is full of cares
And I so am empty
In me there is nothing
Lost In Reality
I am lost in the thoughts
It is lost in a reality
I will not fill
Emptiness
Life goes the way
Years, years and years...
On a roadside of this way
With the pain and tears
I just little mote
On the roads of this life
I am lost in the thoughts
It is lost in a reality
Life goes the way
Years, years and years...
On a roadside of this way
With the pain and tears
I'm a Fake
Blood in my veins
Breath in my breast
Knock of my heart
It is a fake
I'm fake
In this world of a pain
Fear and despair
I'm fake
In this world of a pain
Fear and despair
Blood in my veins
Breath in my breast
Knock of my heart
It is a fake
Without Us
City lives its life
Flashing lights, noise of roads
And i in this life there is no
I just don't exist
Just wanted to be useful,
Indispensable for something
And i in this life there is no
I just don't exist
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AstorVoltaires “Katan Nagantü”
Máscara
Crecer
Es cuando yo revelo
Ver amanecer
Forjando un momento
Esconder, esconder…
Dime que debo hacer
Inmerso en un desierto
perdido en lamentos
guardando tus lamentos
Es donde hoy me alejo
y entierro mentiras por tí
Es donde ayer viví
Dejando palabras muertas por tí
Es donde hoy me alejo
Crecer
y entierro mentiras por tí
Ver amanecer
“Bajo de mí, encontraras tu hecatombe caer…”
Reviviré, regresaré, ocultaré
La oscuridad me envolverá en lágrimas
“Todo de mi, la vida muerta revelará
Y la fé, en mí, he vuelto a nacer…”
Reviviré, regresaré, ocultaré
La oscuridad me envolverá en lágrimas…
…me envolverá en lágrimas
Tiempo de perder
Es la distancia la que no me deja huir
Son los recuerdos que me hacen sentir
Esta maldita confesion me hace creer
Que hay un porque por descubrir
Que se esconde dentro de mí
Tiempo de perder la fé talvez
Algo que no quieria sentir jamas en mí
Se acaba el tiempo de perder algo de tí
Esta maldita confesion me hace creer
Que hay un porque por descubrir
Que se esconde dentro de mí
Tiempo de perder la fé talvez
Nunca sabre lo que es tener un razón
Porque perder profunda en tí
Sol de noche veo sangre
Que sale de mí talvez
Crisol
Algo así como un invierno
Te quedaras… sin importar el porque
(Yo) También perderé y el desamor me envuelve
Decolorando mis razones
Extrañaras lo que no deberías
verdad/mentir
Mi corazón (se vuelve) negro otra vez
Aunque sepas, extrañaras, junto a tí
Soy invierno, sella secretos
Busco un final
Busco un final
Para mi vida sin sentido aquí
Ni ganas de seguir
Sombras de muerte y oscuridad
Y un luz me cegará
Mis manos me matarán
Sangre se vierte
Cerca de un final
Han callado las voces al fin
Quisiera pedir tranquilidad
Que me lleven esta noche
Descanzar y no pensar mas en tí
Y en esos momentos que me hacen sufrir
He pasado la vida buscando un lugar donde morir
He tenido presagios de noche el silencio gobernara
He caido en un trance que me hace ver lo que vendrá
Distante crece la esperanza
Extraño lugar
En donde recordaras
Y una luz te tocará
Dejando oscuridad
Mis manos te ayudaran
Mis manos te matarán…
Ansiedad
Antes viérteme en ansiedad
Antes viérteme oscuridad
No me hagas huir
No encuentro mi fé extinta
Katan Nagantü
Es tiempo de llorar
Mis lágrimas cayendo
Y yo en este momento quiero morir
El tiempo es para siempre
Y lo vivido juntos
Solo me hace reír, me hace reír
Y yo sigo llorando
Cayendo en esta fría soledad
Que rompe en mil pedazos
Insana vida llena de ansiedad
Vuelvo atrás sin suspirar por tí, vete…
Yo te vi flotando y brillar… sueños
Calla, miente, sufre, ríe
Sangra, mata, sentimientos…
Calla, miente, sufre, ríe
Sangra, mata, siente, sufre
Calla, miente, sufre, ríe
No, y yo sigo llorando
Cayendo en esta fría soledad
Que rompe en mil pedazos
Insana vida llena de ansiedad
Calla, miente, sufre, ríe
Sangra, mata, sentimientos
Sufre, ríe, sangra, miente
Calla, ríe, sangra, mata
Sufre, miente, sentimientos
Calla, miente, sufre, ríe
Vuelvo atrás sin suspirar por tí, vete
Yo te vi flotando y brillar… sueños
Escamas de Óxido
Esta vez no quise ser
Dejar atrás volver-nacer
No quiero volver a empezar
Escamas de óxido me cambiarán
Y tu estarás allí por mí
Una vida nos separa
Y nos cubre
Confié en tí, confié en tí
¿Porqué me traicionas?
Lloré por tí, lloré por tí
Una y otra vez
No confiar, dejar atrás
Desechas agonías en tus memorias
Y disuelves con el alma y descubres…
Confié en tí, confié en tí
¿Porqué me traicionas?
Lloré por tí, lloré por tí
Una y otra vez…
Fuente
Y si la vida aun sostuviese
¿Dónde termina esta historia?
Dejad venir la fuente a mí
Toma mi vida antes de preguntar…
Junta tus manos en reverencia…
Y en muerte
Una carne en la oscuridad
Solo deseo verte otra vez
El la soledad, sin miradas
¿Podrías darme tus manos?
Quiero escoger y dejar de ser
Pretendiendo es… aprender…
El momento
Sueño-Oscurece-Tanto-fue
Libre-Sueña-Cambia-Mueve
Llanto-Siento-Calma-Crece
Sombra-Pena-Antes-Muerte
Siento-Luces-Nada-Verdad
Ciego-Veo-Quietud-Alma
Voces-Tocan-Cerca-Tiempo
Cielo-Eterno-Vive-Adiós
Vísperas de dulces melodias cósmicas
Saber, que es lo que me hace perder
Saber, cuando es tiempo de ser
Tal vez, hoy es cuando aprender
Tal vez, innecesario entender
Incorregible también
No quiero ser el silencio que te haga ensordecer
Cientos de preguntas al revés
No quiero ver las heridas de palabras confundidas
El infierno crece sin saber…
Correr, es lo que me hace perder
Ayer, es cuando tengo que ser
Tal vez, hoy ya no pueda aprender
Tal vez, innecesario entender
Incorregible también
No quiero ser el silencio que te haga ensordecer
Cientos de preguntas al revés
No quiero ver las heridas de palabras confundidas
El infierno crece sin saber…
Preguntame, cuanto tiempo he perdido pidiendo
Algo que no puedes entener!!!
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Aura Hiemis “fiVe”
De Tenebris
The life is a mystery
A mystery for my mind,
But between the darkness
I’ll find all what I want.
The fears of the mind,
Unleashed at night,
They crawl by my head,
The hate kills them all.
The pain killed the love,
That someday I had for it,
For that thing that I don’t have,
For that thing that now is dead.
My graveyard is full of things,
Of dreams that other killed,
I can see from the darkness,
A way to stay alive
De tenebris – I seek what I want.
De tenebris – I got what you want.
Penta Imperium
Welcome to my dark empire
Is full of things, even twisted
You will find a world without queen
It could be cold, but is part of me
With my blood, I’ll show all this
Come to see, if you like you can stay
Do not leave me
Do not leave me alone,
I can give you
All what you are seeking
Come to see, you will find everything
Just feel the pain, is like the one that you bring
We can create, a world full of peace
It could be dark, but you like that
Here is no time, is all for us
Is full of hate, to help us to keep on moving
Do not leave me
Do not leave me alone,
I can give you
All what you are seeking
In the dark
Shine the light
Just open your mind
You could find all you want
If we trust
We can be
We can live
We can die together
Come to this
Is my life
But could be
Our life
Do not leave me
Do not leave me alone,
I can give you
All what you are seeking
Doomentia
Every night I feel the sadness comes to me
But in some way it’s always right here
Is the emptiness cause you are not here beside me
Is the pain for your arms that I need
It’s a doomer dementia... It’s a need for your eyes, looking me
It’s a doomer dementia... it’s a need for your arms, holding me
In my graveyard lay the dust of all my dreams
You could be the one to bring them back to me
This feeling keeps you right inside of me
I only need that you take the best of me
It’s a doomer dementia... It’s a need for your eyes, looking me
It’s a doomer dementia... it’s a need for your arms, holding me
Can you see?
...Life is unfair
Is not in my hands
I just want your eyes looking at me
I can see your beauty
I can see your soul
There is nothing more that I can do
I’ll be here all the time for you
Whisper my name from the shadows
Your sweet voice will guide me back
To your arms
To your dreams
Hold me tight
Don’t leave me die
You are my sweet dream
You can be my all
Close to you
I am all
In your breath
I will be forever yours
You are my love
Don’t be a ghost
Become real
Just be with me
See what I am
Kill this pain
Of loneliness
This doomer dementia
For your eyes, for your arms, for you all
Come to me, to my darkness
You will shine with your beauty
I’m alone on this world
With this pain in my soul
Bring life to my heart
Don’t let me die
Bring your life to this land
Bring your eyes full of calm
Bring your arms, oh so warm
Calm my rage
You come to see me only in my dreams
Your wings are beauty, fly to be with me
This feeling bonds us, it’s all that left for me
You are the dream that gives me a reason to live
It’s a doomer dementia... It’s a need for your eyes, looking me
It’s a doomer dementia... it’s a need for your arms, holding me
In Noctem
Each day I want to live again
But I wake whit memories
The dreams are burning me
Is your curse that follows me.
I live in noctem
Then I sleep whit your ghost.
I live in noctem,
Then I die with you again.
You come with the night,
To torment me again,
You come when I want to forget,
Why don’t you leave my head?
I live in noctem
Then I sleep whit your ghost.
I live in noctem,
Then I die with you again.
I’m still smell your blood,
I’m still fell your flesh,
You still come to me,
You still kiss my lips.
I live in noctem
Then I sleep whit your curse.
I live in noctem,
Then I die for you again.
I would like
To taste your kiss again,
But is better
Stop the memories,
I need to take you out,
Or can I live with this?
Your presence is in my head,
Your ghost is in my bed.
I live in noctem
I live in noctem
My Sweet Desire
I’m Sit here in the darkness
And I Can See the Light
That comes from my desire
Of live into your arms
Looking into your eyes
That could give me more life
Don’t leave me in the night
Without feel your hands
I want to fell your hands
I want to be in your arms
For the rest of my life
Until that bitter time
You are my sweet dream
An angel in my mind
With you I won’t be lost
With you I won’t be blind
I’m dreaming with your skin
With feel your touch on me
You are always in my mind
You are always in my heart
Ill fell complete again
The day ill be in your arms
You should come with the rain
With it you’ll wash my heart
Just look into my eyes
You will see my desire
Of be with you all the time
Just look inside my mind
I borned to be with you
I lived just waiting you
I want die with you
Some day I will know you
Just come to be with me
I know that you want it
Forget all from the past
No matter where you are
You would be all my passion
To keep me alive
I waited all my life
You could be all my life
You could be my angel
You are my desire
You could be my beauty
You could be all
And I am here this night
Waiting for you my desire
You should be in my life
You should keep me in to your heart
There’s nothing more for me
Ill live into your arms
Maybe I could see your soul
Maybe you have what I want
Come and share your dreams
Come and share your life
Together we will be
Together we will fly
No one will got to cry
Together we’ll be all
You are my sweet dream
With you I’ll have all
You could be my angel
You are my desire
You could be my beauty
You could be all
If you arrive to bring me life
You’ll made me a stronger one
The sadness will be erased
The day I see your eyes
I’m lost in this life
If you are not here beside
Just let me be in your arms
To be there and die
Let’s go to be together
For the rest of the time
To share every night
To hold you all the time
I want to make you mine
I want to be your pride
Cause you could be my precious
Because you could be all
You are my desire
You are my sweet one
You are all what I want
You are all my life
My reason to live
My reason to die
Burn me with your eyes
Burn me in your hands
You are my desire
You are my sweet one
You are all what I want
You are all my life
My reason to live
My reason to die
Burn me with your eyes
Someday i'll know who you are
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Aura Hiemis “Silentium Manium”
Cadaver Fessum
I Have Your name
carved into
every bone
since my birth
I knew it the day
I fractured my brain
and my mouth went full
of tears, that tasted like your blood
I knew it the night
I bathe in alcohol
for not escape
from your hands
because your name hurts
like a miracle
burns like a sin
and torments as silence
I feel your essence
on my hands
agonize in your silence
my cross, my Cruel iferno
warm lips
my hiden secret
my banished angel
my black rose
every winter
blue fire of the cursed
eternal fire
in my memory
Sub Luce Maligna
I have waited
so many lives
I'm drinking your sorrow
purifying your delusions
I am your death
and your agony
I had to cut your wings
to have you in this life
demon born in black moons
I took you from your domains
I create melodies
while you are writing poetry
We sublimate our anxieties
of loneliness and agony
We dont belong to this world
and somewhere awaits to our return
Danse Macabre
You will be
my most precious demon
you will be
my madness in other voices
you will be
houndreds of poems
I will be
the wind that watch your steps
I will be
your shield... your skin
I will be
myself in your hands
and every night
my eyes will shine on you
I will be your mirror
I will be your shadow
you will be the mantle
that covers me tight
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Aura Hiemis “While the Rest of the World Sleep...”
V Demonae
And now my life becomes real
The things that I've never seen
Now come to me just like a dream
You know that all this is real
I prayed to all the gods
But they never heard
Some things now come to me
To make me better than the past
I am here in the dark
Unleashing my desires
I want to be healed
I want to kill the past
I found my fallen angel
My mind is open now
My eyes are full of life
My blood is running warm
Can you see my freedom?
Do you want to know my mind
Now you can feel my fire
It makes me stay alive
I want to feel the night
Enjoy the dusk
I feel the fire inside
My eyes are open now
I see the darkest side
The way to stay alive
I have all what I need
I found myself
Chained & Bonded
Finally found
Leaving behind
All what I have
Washing away
Restless inside
And all the sad
Going so far
When I'm in your arms
I live in your breath
Cleaning the pain
Watching your eyes
I found the light
Come,
Take me in your arms set me free
Chain to me your sad heart
Bond to me your free soul
Show me the way to the land of your dreams
Let me be part of you
Feeling the warm embrace...
I will be rain
I'll wash your garden
Under your wings I will rest
I will leave all behind
Chained
To your heart
Bonded
To your soul
Chained
Bonded
Whispers in the Dark
Whispering
In your ear
Infinite
Secret spells
I will rest
In your eyelids
I will dream
With eternal seas
While the rest
Of the world
Snores
Agonies
I will stay
Wawing threads
Of peaceful dreams
Silently
I will dream
With timeless seas
Wathing you
Through the mist
I curl up
In your eyes
While the rest
Of the world
Sleeps
Agonies
I will be
Whispering
A Morning to Fade Away
Once again I am looking the sun
I want to feel what I have here inside
Suffocation with the air in here
Hide between all the pain
Seeking through chameleonic filiation
The invisible color of the emptiness
Trips around secret flaws
They delay the universe
Waking up in the real
Waking up
Coming down with the fear
Coming down
Like the end of creation
From the dark piece of life
I will follow the essence
I am made of remains
Involution in reverse, its me
Hidden mask cross the mute zone of life
Shine in my own denial of mind
I hurry in descendant
Waking up in the real
Waking up
Coming down with the fear
Coming down
I'm nothing more
Nothing more than less
Incongruous insustancial
The gestures are without their movement
They come from the past
From darkest sides
In the contours the forms created
By themselves. they disappear in here
And now its fusion of the shine
Its completed when dies the light
I never want to feel this
It feels unreal
But I can see the light
It comes with fear
Is the dream gone? This revelation?
Conciousness in delirium,
Can I feel now?
An empty gaze blocks the creation
Strange experience, voiceless void
Obsessed creation
It all comes back, am I falling?
Reading my mind, the shades of night
Am I dying?
Could paranoia kill me now?
Chaotic path, I'm destinied to collapse
Surrealistic symphony takes me
I'm waiting for the final act
In the spiral
Божественное вмешательство (Divine Intervention)
I will pray this night
I can hear your desire
I want fight again
I will be at your side
Walking by the land
I will watch your steps
I will find my fate
I will be all your fate
I reborn this night
I can feel your desire
When i saw your eyes
Alll your dreams come to me
I want feel your wings
Come and rest in my arms
Waiting for the end
We will fly to asgard
Going far beyond the mountains and forest
I will figth for your grace
I can fell the bless, of the ancient gods
I will be in your arms
In the end
Lands of war beyond the mountains
Feeling peace among the trees
Is my fate to be your warrior
With me you are protected
I will figth In your name
I will be in the end
I will rest under your wings
You can lay in my arms
Walking to the end
We will fly to asgard
Sponsa Obscuritas
Every day, I miss you more
In the night, you come to me
In the streets, I seek for you
Nothing matters if you are with me
Darkness is my bride
At youre side, comes the rain
Is like a lover, the other half
You are the one, that I need at my side
Just take me far, darkness you are my bride
Your wings are cold, your breath is sweet
Your touch is soft, I'll kiss your lips
You are my precious, my reazon to live
Dont leave me in the light,
I need you at my side
Darkness you are my bride
I lived for you, all my life
You made me strong, dont leave me die
The days are sick, you feel my pain
Just take me in your arms and take me far
Darkness you are my bride
If I'm in your arms, I'm feel alive
I hear your voice, it brings me calm
I see your eyes, are like a heaven
If you are not here, I live in pain
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Bretus “...from the Twilight Zone”
Terror Behind The Mirror
Three long years since a worldwide plague
turned everyone into vampires
freaks sleep during the day
under the sun their eyes burn
Through the black mist
freaks around
at night they come out
to try and get him back
Morgan is hidden in the house
In the night
vampires screaming Morgan's name
they are obsessed
nightmare begins
Memories devouring his soul
terror behind the mirror
another day, another night
nightmare continues
In The Vault
The undertaker
into the funeral room
eight coffins into the vault
a terrible secret
will bring the curse
mutilation in the creepy night
The door is closed
Birch is a victim of his oversight
the door is blocked
stuck in terror there is no way out
In the dusk
reflection frozen
he must get to the ceiling
in the gloom
the coffins tower
(the coffins tower) is complete
Breaking wooden box
his bleeding ankles
rotten wooden box
toward the cemetery lodge
in the vault the revenge of corpse is completed
Old Dark House
Thunder, stormy night
a creepy castle waiting for them
they will be forever guests
Behind the sinister smiles
worrying secret sleeps in the dark
on the shoulders steady eyes
in the silence all them sins
Into the castle
the old man insane
breaks the chains
of madness
soul demise
the night of terror
begins...
Thunder, stormy night
a creepy castle waiting for them
they will be forever guests
they shall be forever doomed
Thunder, stormy night
a creepy castle waiting for them
somber sinister smiles
worrying secret sleeps in the dark
Danza Macabra
In the night light
the spirits return
to a macabre dance
around the castle
every night
she is condemned to shine
obscuring the light
they come back tonight
Funeral candles
sentencing begins
macabre dance
all alone he can't turn back
An obsession
drowns in the damned ground
there is no way out
from the night of the spirits
every night
she is condemned to die
nightmare comes true tonight
the illusion is a lie
When the daylight
dispels the shadows
death cold embrace
puts an end to the illusions
The Murder
When he walks through the streets
always has the feeling
that someone is following him
he chases himself
he wants to leave
he is haunted by the spirits of the victims
A whistle
a scream in his brain
must kill
he fails to stop
erasing remembrance
owned by the monster
Just you wait,
it won't be long
the man in black will soon be here
with his cleaver's blade so true
he'll make mincemeat
out of you
he chases himself
he wants to leave
The Creeping Flesh
Secretly into the asylum
soul possession and sacrifice
under the cloak of night
the skeleton back to life
face to face with madness
the living souls dress in red
The creeping flesh
it's time to breathe again
Damned mother spreads his disease
skull of ancient demise
face to face with madness
bleak and dreary mind
The creeping flesh
it's time to breathe again
the creeping flesh
back from Hell again
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Colossus Morose “Seclusion”
Catathonical Embrace
Retraction
Distant
Immersed
In me
Retreat and incapsulation to a sphere of thought
My own am I, for myself to be
Paying respect to the comfort of my own plenitude
Within, to mold my own destiny
I’m numb - to outer stimulation
I shape – carver of my destiny
Begone – depart from mediocrity
I lust – to transcend into my own mind
Retreat – from you, from all
Distance – I heed this call
Immersion – once and for all
Catathonical embrace
Tarnished
Weight of my glory
Low my head hangs
Those halls now silent
The court long gone
An eerie spectacle
Pride, my sin - hollow world
Shattered reality - the fall, fortold
The end is near - the curtain falls
Forgotten king - a tarnished crown
Perpetually Enthralled
Longing – astray – deception – quandary
Distance – spacing – clearance – dismay
Sole(a)ce
Once again
In the dark
I await
The breaking of the dawn
In my own mind, within me
Complete I feel - apart I stand - comfort I find when all have left
Rolling together – a sphere of thought – return to my darkness
Spiral Descent
Conflicts of mind enlightened my soul
Prize bestowed upon demise
No rebirth without sacrificing life
Attachment, bitter line
Collision of morals
A spiral descent
Disheartened
Relinquish the mould
Inherited burden
I fade away
Rise – strive – thwart - fail
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Dreams After Death “Embraced by the Light”
Genesis
You want to be deaf and blind.
In the world where is no light.
You would like to dream an other one.
Whether it's the only way to die.
Create your own universe to live.
Your own laws and your desired peace.
Such a beautiful lie to believe in.
But a better world is easy to imagine.
Your soul soars isolatedly in an other dimension
while your body is dying.
Only the awakening is painful from
the fetters of unreality.
You want to be deaf and blind.
In the world where is no light.
You would like to dream an other one.
Whether it's the only way to die.
Funeral
So many years, many memories
Love and hate, a dreamy tale of destiny
You will be forgotten like everybody in your remembrance
You hope for your resurrections
And you think you will return sometimes and live..
Live in your dimension of the fake reality..
in your isolated world
But death will be here eventually and you will never return.
Meeting With The Ancestors
After the big flash
You will be not alone
After your last breath
Will start your final revelation
You can't recognise yourself
Where we are all a common soul
Now, open your mind to hear the call
Now, be strong and prepare to the...
ref.:
Meeting with the ancestors
come to open the secret doors
There are no more pointless wars
please allow the past to be close
Meeting with the ancestors
Ancient tales, ancient course
Yes, You know this place,
it's beautiful, true and cold!
The Endless Time
Just one thing is worse than the hell
Just one thing can make real pain:
To exist together with all the creatures of the world
and hear all of their thoughts for the
Endless time
will melt all of the hearts to one
The endless time
drive you into madness
From Time Immemorial
Million years,
uncountable souls..
From time immemorial
Death summons
this cloud of crowd.
It is the final unity
without any border!
Slowly descending into madness...
All entity of the universe transform into one
and start a meaningless existence.
Insanity!
Until the end of the world!
Insanity!
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Ego Depths / Dispersive Light “Follow the Skua”
Ego Depths — Henceforth I Suffer
Now the world is free
But nobody has come to me
And burning candles of abandoned places
Still burning
The air I breathe
In darkness I cry
I've cut my wings
And then the whale of my subcortex...
...will shed out its endless light...
Ego Depths — Let Us Prey For Their Worthless Life
...and I cross my hands...
I read the lies...
...of pride and sin.
...of death and lies.
I plead the unforgiven...
I kneel myself...
I face the silence...
I daresay, I'm worth?
My eyes are bleeding...
I could not stop the whisper...
These rats, of human hypocrisy and innocence...
These beings, they won't be released
And universal state has been set...
The simple-mind will be an inquisitor...
...and I will suffer alone.
...and death will smell my trace.
...and these marks on my hands.
...allow me to prey for their worthless life...
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Éla “Éla”
ÉLA
His eyes
where black as night
his scent as old as the earth
his soul as black as coil
My blood
pounded in my ears
into deep dark
before morning
It waits, binding his time
vengeance grow
to wreak havoc
to spill fresh blood
TEARS
Silent voices screaming
their cry would echo
through eternity
this woods
youre walking through
the sound echoes here forever
its whats left behind
When fears are screaming
in your ears
I can see the pain in your eyes
share with me your tears
do not be afraid
our faith cannot be taken from us
it is a gift
No pain that we suffer
no trial that we experience
is wasted
WARRIORS OF THE WHITE WAR
Artillery is pounding
upon the enemy defence
soon after the infantry
the stormtrooper moved forward
they continued to climb
over walls of ice and granite
Warriors of the White War
ermerge from their graves
100 years after
loosing their life
melting ice reveals
the bodies of the fallen
Tower of loyalty
frozen in deep ice
around you burn the wildfire
of the proven enemy
high up you rise
a warning cry to cowardly
THE OLD MIMOID
The shape of truth
molded by waves
(is) fading
adrift
Silent thoughts
flow into the unknown
abyss of time
liquid still lifes
drops of
primal fears
(that) wisdom cant reveal
The ocean feeds
subconscious needs
fluid
solitude
Eternal return
ersatz human form
fueled by doubt
invisible past
tears of memories
Reflection of daydreams
PAN
Everlasting wounds
of the silent trees
drowned in the ground
creeping in my knees
Cospiring clouds
cut off my arms if I point to the stars
save the cosmic void
Majestic Peaks
spread the pain of your scars
in this dying world
Rivers in flood
inject my veins
drive away all blood
give sap to my brain
Tortured fields
plot your cold blood revenge
Until humans end
Immortal nature
erase the Man last trace
with your lethal embrace
POSSESSION
Hysteria grows
clogging the void
a thud on the wall
fuels and drifts our lies
You pray
chance or faith?
(you) hopeless beseech
demons that make you sick
Die!
Crawl!
Eject!
a shapeless
Life
Love your creature
Open
The gates of doom
Humiliation
the monster we share
annihilation
the purpose we fear to dare
God
an awful desease
vomits your blood
to dehumanize your needs
Die!
Crawl!
Eject!
a shapeless
Life
Love your creature
Open
The gates of doom
THE LIGHTHOUSE
Show me what I cant see
Brightness is darkening me
Dead sailors are hearing you
dont you dare irk their soul
(Youre) breaking the waves of hell
under the siren spell
You bury me alive
but youll be cursed for life
The Lighthouse seems higher
while gulls eat my liver
BEGOTTEN
A suicidal god
suffering alone
in a soulless world
theres no time to atone
The last nightfall comes
swallowing his bones
just a slimy light
keeps him still alive
(The) howling of the unborn
from his empty throne
echoing for decades
in the cosmic space
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Embrace my Ruin “Kamaratòn”
Through a shattered glass
Now turn your head
And look at all the things we left behind us
Torn apart as time went by
Nothing seems more pitiful
Yet still struggling here we stand
In reflection of our past
Together held by unconscious commands
Deadly tightened as entwined strands
Stumbling over a broken mosaic
Our desperate existence at the verge
Caught in a painful web of sharpened fragments
Injured and hopeless we surrender
Kamaratòn
Freely adapted from Berardino Rota’s poem “Sylvarum seu Metamorphoseon liber”
In the trembling light of the second moon
When Sleep runs over the deck
I am the one who follows the stars
And the fickle nature of the winds
A whistle of the mistral?
A crackling of the mainmast?
Here, an unseizable ghost
In the loneliness of night
A figurehead has come to life
Swimming in front of my eyes
No carved flute which ever played
Fulfilled my senses at once
No choices left
But to sink
Wishing to kill
who taught me to breathe
The Unmourned
Come. Friend or traitor, come
Our shining glory has gone
It began here, it will end right here
This bitter pain for us
Together bound to this doom
No matter how we may endeavour
There can be but one result
Closest we were, too close for forgiveness
So many words could still be spoken
But I finally shall weep for your death
Come. Friend or traitor, come
There is no escape
From this blemish we bear
I’m waiting once again for your mercy
The Deepest Ocean
Sinking deeper in this sea of senselessness
I feel nothing but a burden
Of glorious promises turned to rust
Consumed by those unborn dreams
Subdued to the misery of inner void
I collapse weightless
Amid the swirling waves of this noisome womb
Drifting downwards
Enshrouded by despair
All the light fades away
As the last silvery glimpse of me
Disappears in the deepest ocean
As Winter Comes
No need for a mirror
To see how weak I’ve become,
The wrinkles of today
Suddenly so clear
A bunch of sad thoughts
Floating in the air, painfully,
Making me feel so sick.
Has really everything slipped off
My hands so quickly?
A last glimpse of what I left and I felt
The burden of my losses
The height of my falls
The depths of her body
The rhymes of her moans
Pareidolia
How my heart bleeds
Cruelly ravaged by the images
Of time past
Which still burn as strong as they did
The very moment they sprang into life
The sadness of memories that now exist
As nothing more than the faint echo
Of voices and laughters
Mocking my tortured mind
For each pain I’ve mourned,
I have found new strength
For each wound suffered,
I bear the scars of healing
For each loss endured,
I have found the promise of hope
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Endimion “Canción Desde La Voz Primera”
Lady of My Dreams
Life, my life
This is the time to dream
And live
For eternity.
I change this dream
For my life’s dream
A perfect dream is my perfect life
Life without mercy
Slave of my hope
Slave of my dreams
Slave of my soul.
My Lady
Lady of this world and its invisible
Lady of my world in the visibles
And in my world I am the only visible.
Lord of lords
Slave of my dreams
To live is to sleep
And dream
And see inside of the dreaming minds
Without know who I am
Or what I am
I’ll be and I don’t gonna exist in your dream
I will see inside
Inside my mind
And I will feel all your hits
I won’t scream.
And you undress In front of me
In this end of world
That is my end and I die
Is my end and I fall
Into the abyss and without tears
Not of sorrow
End of world and dream
Without awake
The Land of Fears
Fire
In my land depths
I cannot stop those flames
My soul is dominated
By the four winds of death
Pestilence and darkness
In the depth of my eyes
Emanates blood and tears
Tears and ice in the depth night
Black winds in my land
A land that falls before me
I cannot find my peace
In my soul this darkness
Is sadness, an abyss and tears
I live in the fire of my life
I fall alive, light meets its end
The past becomes my present life
Of sad memories
Of fire, i cannot stop those flames
Dead winds in my only day
Mi in fire, my heart dies in the land
My lost wishes in the fire
Every sunset are poisened
For a bloody lights sky
That comes from inside my closed eyes
My sky is dead
I am outside of it
My bones becomes dust
In the land of fears
I think in a star
But i don't remember
The light of the lights
The voice of my blood
My wishes are
A story to forget
I cannot save my land
Crying my lost power.
We Are the Sky
We cannot fly
We are the sky
We need the earth
And solitude
We are the sky
And the last trash
Come to you, sky!
We are nothing, nothing.
Bloody illusion
Extreme passion, next pain
We are the mother earth
And we said good – bye!
Someone in pain
In solitude
Someone needs help
Nobody’s help
Because an angel
An angel needs life.
Break your chains
Come to sleep
Or to dream
Alone in your fears
Step in solitude
You love the sky.
Silence for the pain
Silence for the death
Sadness for silence
Silence for your death.
For yourself
My cry stop
I see the sun
See the sun fall.
To be or no to be?
To be a falling god
To be an enemy
To be the lost stars
Naked in the Sun
I remember myself
My eyes lost in the night
When I die,
When I suicide my illusion
Now mi dead for me
My lost memories
In the absolute
Visit my darkness
I am not coming to talk
I am coming to cry
To die in my arms
Lost caress in tears
Fly in the infinite
Naked in the sun
And kiss my impure heart
Love me for them that I die for them
Open your eyes, walk under my fear
For them I love you, for all is my pain
Visit my darkness
I am not coming to talk
I am coming to cry
To die in your arms
Naked in the sun
Kiss my impure heart
I remember you
Lost in the absolute
Come to fly with me
To fly in the universe
My lost daydream
I need an eternal rain
For sleep in your arms forever
An illusions rain
Because i cannot live with me anymore.
Gutura Profana
My mysteries
My feelings
Come to my shadow
My misery
I want to reach
to darkness
I want to feel
Your blood die
Uncertain autumn
Your beautiful sadness
Oblivion
Comes to the end
A blue twilight
Marks the road
I fly to your shadow
I vanish and die.
I mark the time in time
I bleed and die at your feet
Gutura snake
In the dark woods at night
Gutura profana
Damn shelter feeling
Gutura profana
In sharp scream senseless
Gutura in the cave
In sobs and laments
Gutura snake
Black butterfly
Gutura and space
Senseless time...
Gutura slow
Lament snake
Snake gutura
Sobs butterfly
Snake gutura
In the cave of terror
Sad butterfly
Gutura butterfly
Profane butterfly
Profane snake
Mark the time in time
I bleed and scream at your feet
Profane butterfly
Profane snake
Agony
Rain of bloody tears in this night
Tears of the sky
My eyes emanate blood in this night
Let's talk about the hell tonight
Talk about the sky
When mighty angels ruled our world
I want to agonize far from you
Die behind the time
Bathed in blood
And roaring dying
Hidden and dry
Don’t occult your tears to sky
That maybe someday I'll forgive your death
Without tears I imagine you bathing
In a cascade of spring dry leaves
And hopefully you die drowned by your weight
And remember my agony forever.
Endless, my life follows its course
While yours vanishes in tears of blood
And thousand of daggers cross your head
And your eyes jumps jumping to shit
Come with Me
Come with me, after me
After my caress
Alone in this dark
Every time further/beyond
Our daydream die
And we fall in a morbid hell
Like the gods of sorrow
In a kingdom of eternal pain
Depressing life
Doomed to cry
Slowly kill you
Forever beyond
Deep wound in my soul
I need to die now.
Come with me, after me
After my dreams of love
After my tears of blood
In a kingdom of sorrow
Come with me, after me
Come with me, after me
Come with me, after me
Come with me, with me
La Gruta del Terror
Desnudo desvanezco en la inocencia de tu alma
Impávido contemplo la impureza de tu ser
Y será porque en las noches amanezco
En tus sueños pesadillas de terror
Y en el tiempo una sonrisa en mi silencio
En la lúgubre gruta del horror.
Sufrirás maldiciones de silencio
Con fuego no podrás derruir
Destruir los espectros de mi muerte
Con fuego no podrás destruir.
Todo estará triste en el infierno.
Tus alaridos serán música sin tiempo.
Vivo en el infierno
Muero en tu mirada
Directa a las entrañas
Secas de mi alma.
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Falling Leaves “Mournful Cry Of A Dying Sun”
Reaching My Last Haven
Away from all the grace and blessing
Where darkness, despair reigns
Where hope, destroyed by pain
Here I will find my self
Where mourning stars will shine
My tormented soul
In waves of blood Im drowning
It pulls me down to my graveyard
Clinging in the halo of my abused soul
Preparing me to the forthcoming nightmare
My nightmare
Reaching for my last haven
The realms of endless
My tormented soul
No more hope to tear
No more pain to endure
Adopt me oh ... land of Forsaken
Where demons lay down, in damnation
Time to close my eyes
Surrender myself to the world that made me
To the right place to rest
The world that I made
Blight
Here iam deserted into my illness again.
And I'm drowning deep down within the fade
Sinking down, paling under the hopeless rain
And forsaken searching for a peaceful shade
In solitude shouting for decades
Decades of gloom I buried
Buried inside my chest
In despair I wither and yet,
You're still far away
Instant memories flee, it drains with thee
Burning with hate, hate is all I feel
Dreadly blind. Dead. But now I see
These scars I cant. Can't heal
In solitude shouting for decades
Decades of gloom I buried
Buried inside my chest
In despair I wither and yet
You're still far away
Here, iam deserted into my illness again
And I'm drowning deep down within the fade
Sinking down, paling under the hopeless rain
And forsaken searching for a peaceful shade
Trapped Within
Welcome to the new dimension Give up your past life at
the gates enter the vast mystic vortex here is your last
eternal fate this is your new native this is where you
belong A world of chaos transgress no rules to judge the
mess Darkness, doom everywhere the voices of howling
shaking the air Fire, smacking your face Lava streams
melting grace the only question that invades your mind
Is what the hell brought you here
Is anyone there, that you may find
To drag you out this mortal fear your shouting, is anyone
here ? The echoes of your voice spread in the air
you are walking it fields of flame
Hopelessly without any aim
All poo can see through the mist Are ashes flying till it
rest to shroud the ground in awful whine
while the sky cries, an acid rain the only thing that you
figerout that you are in hell and no way out
But why i'm alone, you will ask
I answer you by simple words
you are in a place that no one can find
you are in the origin of your mind
your are in your self
you are in you.
Silence Again (Silence Pt. II)
In the silence again
watching you drifting away
Incomplete story we are
We are Walking through different paths.
The paths saturated with sadness
with grief
Seeking, Searching, Bleeding
For the warmth of your fire
Silent as the moon floating alone in
The abandoned skies
Silent as my cry as it blinds my eyes
Silent as my heart
Every time you go you go away
Vanished Serenity
My life slips slowly away Infront of my eyes
I can only stare with my hands tied
Dying inside with no strenght left to stand
Moving backword to the place where i started
The sun will never rise upon us again
I know there will be no sun shining through
There will be no light, no hope
No one feels the pain i feel inside
No one sees the emptiness inside my eyes
This pain will last forever
Oh lord open my eyes
Or just let me close them
Here I don't belong
Been bleeding so long
In solitude im killing time
Serenity slipped away
I only cried for a brighter day
Memories Will Never Fade
Smile again
Relieve my endless burden.
Hold me again... Ease my pain,
Hold me... Hold me tight again.
Tne memories still in my eyes
The memories that torn me inside
That tears me apart,
I cry for my past
I cry for you
Smile now... Make it all go away.
Hold me now ... Until the rope rounds my neck.
Hold me now... Hold me tight.
The dark sight of sad memories
Never deserts me of breathing
Of living without you
I cry for my past
I cry for you
Celestial
Demented nights, with Silvery Stars
The moon enchanted by the reflex of your eyes
I can smell the silence of your fragrant breaths
Unleash the shyness of your marble skin
Tke frozen leaves drip frozen drops
Mixed with scent of your heavenly sweat
Rushes my heart to burn my chest
Purifies my thoughts to grasp your vagueness
The sun is rising, you are fading away
My beautiful spirit, my soul obsession
I belong to night, you between my arms
Your crimson lips are mine forerver more
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In Oblivion “In Oblivion”
1. Wreathed In Gloom
Silent fields
life stands still
falling mist
timeless bliss
Sunless sky
In my eyes
Sombre day
Lifeless clouds so grey
Abandoned
And lost you feel so dead
An empty, worthless soul
Withering away
Lead astray
On this gloomy day
Drowning in your tears, this day seems so long
Wallowing in your despair, cast aside by god
Nothing left, no desire, no will to carry on
Lay yourself to rest, and join the carrion
Call upon my name, I will hear your cries
Embrace the dying light, with sullen eyes
Follow the path my friend, soon your strife will end
Take one final breath, death the eternal rest
The sorrowness that grows, it leaves you so morose
Unrelenting pain, like falling drops of rain
Such a perfect day, to fill an empty grave
What's the point of life, we grow old, weak and die
Neverending cry, for a suicide
Abysmal descension, into deep chasms
Of your feebled mind, the darkness it enshrines
All consuming hunger, to sleep the deep slumber
Engulfed in brimstone fire, suffering transpires
Such a fitting end, this wasted bag of flesh
Silent fields
LIfe stands still
Falling mist
Timeless bliss
Sunless sky
In my eyes
Sombre day
Lifeless clouds so grey
Fallen one
Crestfallen
Why so sad
Take my hand
Far beyond
Woebegone
Tragic truth
Sadness wreathed in gloom
(lead)
Call upon my name, I will hear your cries
Embrace the dying light, with sullen eyes
Follow the path my friend, soon your strife will end
Take one final breath, death the eternal rest
Such a lonely fool, so fragile
Failed to see, a reason to be
An unavailing end, a tragedy
To leave this life so soon
We struggle on this earth to be free
But sometimes only death will bring you peace
Lifeless, so pale and blue
Caressed by the cold hand of doom
Eternal rest for those wreathed in gloom
2. Memories Engraved In Stone
Deep beneath the earth
Remnants of a life now buried in the dirt
Skeletal mass turned into dust
Fading with time your name begins to rust
Monument to a tragic day
Weathered and crumbling away
Extracted from the world's womb
Blackened roses placed upon your tomb
Everlasting grief and misery
And I walk this foreboding path
It echoes old memories from the past
Despondent statues seem to cry
Agony appears frozen in time
A cold wind gently sweeps across my skin
Invoking great sorrow deep within
There is no hope left in me
Your physical being I can't see
Eroding faces oh so bleak
Their eyes staring at me I can't speak
Take the time to remember those whom you love
Nothing lasts forever, not even the sun
Forever gone your body rots in slow decay
Never to be forgotten, your name engraved, in stone
Standing by our bedside, a helpless body lies,
consumed by sickness, such a sad frail existence
With eyes so empty, you reached out to me,
and faintly whispered, words of anguish and fear
Solemn faces, forgotten places, mournful passings,
angelic castings in stone
Take the time to remember those whom you love
Nothing lasts forever, not even the sun
Forever gone your body rots in slow decay
Never to be forgotten, your name engraved
I seek solace from your death, and I regret
Bringing you into this world, alone and so cold
Please give me the strength this day,
forlorned and dismayed
Fill your heart with empty tears, but alas how many
Hopes and dreams lie buried here
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Krief de Soli “Munus Solitudinis”
Náscentés morimúr
Et nati morimur...
Consumpti sumus diebus quidquid
regulas quam aedificavit,
sed moriamur in nomine decorantur et esse.
Sentiant usque in praesens tempus habemus,
quae pro nobis, quia nascendi tempore mortis natura,
vestigium relinquere caligine in mixto tenebris...
Infinito corpore, peregrinamur a tenebris,
calefacta mansiunculas et flumina sanguine...
Nostri spiritus, in eius mane spectacula viam
divina animas exhaurient mortuorum corpora,
vaga cogitationes.
Nos ire per cursus et,
qua profectus iter ad circuli nascentes.
Nos sunt moriens...
Et sicut mors genuit...
Et quia nativitas mortis...
Et lux perpetua luceat...
Et cadet terra ante pedes...
Natum me et senex et puer clamat anus ut patebit.
Et ita circuli claudit...
Et nihil prohibere eam...
Et non finire...
Et sunt natus...
Natus et mori...
Vita memoriae – Apogaeus rerum vitae
Vita memoriae, vita spiritus...
Historia sepulcrum incipit ore.
Et hoc fabula durare aeternitas,
spargens quasi margaritas
momenta vitae est vixit ieiunium.
Et ventus transiens frigore solus omnia
saecula foramen aqua diluta…
Stat casus arena portans tristitiam temporum
praeteritorum, quae tam multam rerum.
Et germinabit animis modo granum erunt
continuare opus inceptum olim.
Septem sapientes senes canticum dolor germen abiit,
pro trunco, nisi prima messis.
Et ad cibos milia profugo populus,
et iuvare manu ad millium pauperum.
Facie praeclara et voluntas ex voluntate tactum
calidum. Audiam vocem eius et orbis.
Et mille milia et memor erit in oblivione eris terram
cineres et vermes diu mori comederunt carnem.
Denuo fuerunt memoriam solvit in aerem spiramus,
quod proximus.
Et memoriam aeternam fore,
ut veteri rerum omnium non habuit.
Et est renatus iterum...
Memoria vitae...
Vita memoriae...
Deo volente... caelo tegi
Male esse eius arbitrium. Mundi tenebras subito
mutantur. Et relinquere informis corpus aeternum,
pro terra dedicavit. Et erit in lucem sempiternam
stratum ejus. Et caeli integumento ardua ignis,
perituraque vaga. Ipse sine sepultura.
Daemonum suorum ruent
in fine saeculi futurum lacero carnes.
In vita fuerit peccatum ante et
nunc puniatur.
Poena recessus.
Peregrinus poenas sumendi voluntatem,
Conculcavit commodo genere.
Nigrum integumento operuit peccata eius proavis,
et non maledictionem erit
levavi ut diu
ut caeli sunt sepultura integumento eum.
Eum volucres, et nuntiet in alas.
Fama ruit mundus est.
Amplius spatium erit fortitudo.
Peccatum punitur.
Et poena peccati...
Et sinistram terret, non monumentis,
in eius nigerrimus hora.
Nutu omnipotentis Dei,
et vocatio subterraneis.
Modo, quod spargit propositum...
Ruunt, quae relinquit sine sepultura.
In metu succendit ea saeculum.
Timor non est in ore oblivionem eius nomine condita.
Sanguis et umbra sumus
Illuxit nobis carnis lumen suis.
Sumus sanguis iustus.
Nos sunt pulverem.
Sumus iustus umbra.
Sanguine justi in carne.
Magnitudo umbra sumus.
Nos vita parvus parte mediocritas.
Funus canimus clamor.
Verba exprimere tristitia.
Nostros est quasi vacuum,
quod est manantis et cadens arenam...
Nos cinis...
Ut tellus carnem habemus sanguinem...
Nos scopum supra.
Nos non sperare.
Nos audire nihil.
Panem manducavimus voluptatum.
Esurientes et iterum sanguine ponam luctus.
Nobis sunt pulvis
Nobis sunt umbris
Nobis sunt sanguia
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Krief de Soli “Procul Este, Profani…”
Mei Oculi Devorati Sunt Tenebris
[1.7] Ecce venit cum nubibus, et videbit eum omnis oculus,
et qui eum pupugerunt. Et plangent se super eum omnes tribus terrae: Etiem: Amen.
[1.10] Fui in Spiritu in Dominica die, et audivi post me vocem magnam tamquam tubae.
[1.12] Et conversus sum ut viderem vocem, quae loquebatur mecum:
Et conversus vidi septem candalabra aurea:
[1.13] et in medio septem candalabrorum aureorum, similem Filio hominis, vestitum podere,
et praecinctum ad mamillas zona aurea:
[1.14] caput autem eius, et capilli erant candidi tamquam lana alba, et tamquam nix, et oculi eius tamquam.
[1.15] Et pedes eius similes aurichalco, sicut in camino ardenti, et vox illius tamquam vox aquarum multarum:
[1.16] Et habebat in dextera sua stellas septem: et de ore eius gladius utraque parte acutus exibat:
et facies eius sicut sol lucet in virtute sua.
[1.17] Et cum vidissem eum, cecidi ad pedes eius tamquam mortuus. Et posuit dexteram suam
super me, dicens: Noli timere: ego sum primus, et novissimus,
[1.18] et vivus, et fui mortuus, et ecce sum vivens in saecula saeculorum, et habeo claves mortis, et inferni.
[1.19] Scribe ergo quae vidisti, et quae sunt, et quae oporet fieri post haec.
[1.20] Sacramentum septem stellarum, quas vidisti in dextera mea , et septem
candelabra aurea: septem stellae Angeli sunt septem Ecclesiarum: et candelabra
septem, septem Ecclesiae sunt.
[Apocalypsis I]
Vocis... Imago... Funebris...
[2.1] Et Angelo Ephesi Ecclessiae scribe: Haec dicit, qui tenet septem stellas in dextera sua,
qui ambulat in medio septem candelabrorum aureorum.
[2.2] Scio opera tua, et laborem, et patientiam tuam, et quia non potes sustinere malos:
et tentasti eos, qui se dicunt Apostolos esse, et non sunt: et investi eos mendaces:
[2.3] et pateintiam habes, et sustinuisti propter nomen meum, et non defecisti.
[2.4] Sed habeo adversum te, quod charitatem tuam primam reliquisti.
[2.7] Qui habet aurem, audat quid Spiritus dicat Ecclesiis. Vincenti dabo endere de
ligno vitae, quod est in Paradiso Dei mei.
[2.8] Et Angelo Smyrnae Ecclesiae scribe: Haec dicit primus, et novissimus, qui fuit mortuus, et vivit:
[2.9] Scio tribulationem tuam, et paupertatem tuam, sed dives es: et blasphemaris ab his,
qui se dicunt Iudaeos esse, et non sunt, sed sunt synagoga Satanae.
[2.11] Qui habet aurem, audiat quid Spiritus dicat Ecclesiis: Qui vicerit, non laedetur a morte secunda.
[2.13] Scio ubi habitas, ubi sedes est Satanae: et tenes nomen meum, et non negasti
fidem meam. Et in diebus illis Antipas testis meus fidelis, qui occisus est apud vos, ubi Satanas habitat.
[Apocalypsis II]
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Lapsus Dei “In Our Sacred Places”
Bones Dissolved
And here I am,
I´m the shadow of thousands tombs
Crying with earth the solitude
Of the winds.
Satan blinded and Jesus kicked
Cry with us!
Empty hope of to be
Who make the destiny?
Always dead walking here
Broken roots calls to me
Tombs drowning bones... They are the oblivion.
Bones dissolved in seas of materialism
Voices dissolved
In seas of suffering
//Empty hope of to be
Who make the destiny?
Always make walking here
Broken roots calls to me//
Eternal Places
In our sacred places
We discover the meaning of time
Time is the absence, the meaning of your absence.
Close to you the hell is a nightmare
Close the hell the silence is a dream.
Bio-lence
War against myself
erasing the earth
and building the pain.
War against the earth
destroying the faith
In all !!!
Perfect circles painting fear
and fallen slowly around my dreams
Where is my madness? I don´t want to hear
The whisper sadness calling me.
Where is my madness?
Sometimes my demons forget my sin.
When I close my eyes I can feel everything.
Angels and demons forget my sins.
No angels, no demons, no war, no return.
Now I fallen slowly
in circles of pain.
War against the earth, myself
war against myself and the earth...
War against the earth
erasing myself
and building the pain.
War against the earth, myself
war against the earth... and the earth...
War against myself and the earth
war against..
Reborn
Lying down under the last snow
Am i the last in your way?
Am i the flame under our feets?
The last war before to die?
Go up the smog to the sky
The sky has loose his fire
flame stay in earth.
And all the leaf of blood
sing our same air.
Dissipate the mist of our winter
Horrid and nightly the grief switch on.
And all the leaf of blood
turn back to the sunset.
All is aurora's color!
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Lethargy of Death “Necrology”
Damnation
Seal in the forehead
shame is
chained to the absurd
like the universe to the chaos
like yhe blood to the flesh
burning in all instant
delirium of faith
unconscious breeze
unfounded the untrue
embrace my darkness
surrounded for the quiet
of my death
broken the desire
deep and dubious
somber dusk
Death
Send me your grace
kiss my forehead
Steal what's left over from me
to embark I wish
in your dark waters
far from the light
where the sun hides
orator of the fallen
listen my wispers
where the waters don't flow
where the sun has died
Ho, orator of the fallen
Remains of a Remembrance
Everything perishes
everything dies
the fleeting memory
sad glowworms
a night for dawn
and everything begins
a night for dawn
and everything begins
the perpetual circle
the infests cycle
a residual memories
every moment dissolved in the air
every life to empty of nothing
nothing
every life to empty of nothing
nothing
"every end allows a beginning"
The Treason
consumed along the way
a tortured mind
shadows lurk
the dead wait... wait
so much for say
so much for understand
I ask for pain
I demand blood
the blood of guilty
lost visions
abstract dimensions
lost visions
send me the hand guilty
the absurd has it everything
and the dead, the dead wait
quiet
withered
consumed
consumed
I ask for pain
I demand blood
the blood of guilty
the dead wait for me
the dead wait for me
Adrift
tides of sorrow
damn burden
I know the poison
and the bitter taste
of morning no sense
and the nights... the nights
they breastfeed me for a moment
wild cosmos
blind god
the only truth
everything is vague
what do you expect from me?
What have you done with everything?
I've lost my clothes
I'm lost
between lost gods
and I sail through rough seas
I go behind the ferryman
Finale
Ho death
death
come to me
I go in search of your hairs
I go in search of your remains
Thundering the drum
I go in your search
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Mirror Morionis “Eternal Unforgiveness”
Towards The Woe
The first day - my body twisted
Like a blackstorm
Between the earth and sky.
The second day - my soul cracked
Like a stones under everfrost...
When Mirror Cries
My forest was a touched with a rainblade
Silence dissected by crying souls
Whisper to me all was faded
Into the grey and woe
Somewhere across this pain i hear her voice
She's laughing me..she's alive
Somewhere beyond the rain is no hope no choice
Awaits..at day..at night..
Now i'm crying
Seeing your weakness
Seeing your suffering..
From now on you lost in shades
Trying to leave this weight...so vain
No sound of the trees...
Seems they sleep
No whisper of the leaves
But only winds are weep
Behold my face!
Among the shadow branches
Behold the prowling death
From abyss of my darkness...
Dying feelings...
All except one...
Eternal..unforgiveness
Am i alive or dead...it doesn't matter
Cold world around me
Is only surface of dark mirror
So truth reflecting..pain that i'm caused
Now i'm crying
Seeing your weakness
Seeing your suffering..
From now on you lost in shades
Trying to leave this weight...so vain
Inner Waste
Light was so pale
Faded all that was
So weightless veil
Between life and loss
Walking by this way
Bewildered in a dead end
Now I'm buried and throw away
On my frozen wasteland
My inner waste
Only rime..on a hands, you see
I nailed to a cross with my misery
Thousands miles of scorched lands
And empty barren plains
I reap I sowed with my hands
One more fail and one again
Oh my inner wold
The wat to lies ahead
Across this ashen cold
And tears that turned to red
My inner waste
Snow will cover my grave
Erase from tombstone my name
Nothing can be saved
Just only put out the flames
It's the end and nothing will remain
Intentions turned to dust
Almost there and I prepared to leave this world
I'm gone, at last
Belongs i'm waste
The Sun Will Never Rise
Renounce the light
Among the weeping nights
Among the shadows of the past
Start saying goodbye to the sun
So distant flame of hope
Forget every your day
Forget all that you hold
Until the dark take us...away!!!
Shroud of haze laid upon these woods
And twilight above my heart
And endless night spread from leaves to roots
I'm torn apart
Farewell...your life erases me
Forever fail, forever die
Within this misery
The sun will never rise
For me never again
I've seen the time was trying overtake me
...but all in vain
Death left me between the worlds
...doomed to remain.
Star has gone too far
Look down on me with disgust
Earth is cracked on a half
Ashes of life..ruins and dust..
Eternal grief
Awaken from a sleep
Devoures your restless mind
And leaves you without the sun
Farewell...your life erases me
Forever fail, forever die
Within this misery
The sun will never rise...never again
Her Morion Eyes
These landscapes of bereavement bring me to the fall
Please leave me and save my tormented soul
There was neither day nor night
Everything was erased
Colors turned to grey
Memories turned to haze
And she came to me
In disguise, who I once loved
But now .. I can see
How blinded I was roved
Oh, how i was blinded
All I could hear was a silence
All I could feel was a pain
All that I saw was her violence
All I could touch was a rain
Her hands were so cold
And Every word was a lie
The last thing in the world
Her morion eyes
You began saying goodbye
To life since you was born.
Still crawling on a dead line
In all alone...
There is no death, there is nothing more
Take a deep breath, and drown in woe
Let me sleep in woe
And then I decided to die
But there is no place on the Earth
All graves was filled with my dreams
My fallen hopes
Her hands were so cold
And Every word was a lie
The last thing in the world
Her morion eyes
There is no death, there is nothing more
Take a deep breath, and drown in woe
Let me sleep in woe
Diamond Sand
I'm standing here alone
At the widest ocean of cold trees
As far as i could see
The frozen silent distance lies behind me
Winds bring the diamond sand of hope
But it's too little even for the living ones
I'm holding you in my dreams and forgeting...
I fall into a deep trance
Her shadow....
Blurred outlines...
Beside me...till now
Graves Filled With My Dreams
I'm awaken again
Losing chance to see
My dream has gone on wane
And darkness envelope me
I'm awaken again
Slowly rises from depth
Cold past was lost
But turned out to death
Breathe my name in air
Weeping tonight
For our despair
Staying at our side...Tiarh
She will be wraith for you always
In your dreams and days
You'll never forget her eyes
Nothing happens twice
In all other realities, i've dug my own graves
To bury myself in every incarnations
To disappear forever
But now I fill it with my dreams
With their cold, fragile corpses
It's over now.. only frozen winter streams
Flowing out from their abysmal sourses
And I buried myself
Avoid of being torned apart
To forget that
My last hope has been departed
I release you now
Don't answer me
Just walk away
Being free
Still useless to stand on top of a hill
And curse the rising moon
Her ascending - is doomed
So lack of time .. too soon
Towards The Loss Within
The third day - i laid alive into the grave
And grass roots locked my mouth
The last day - Heaven turned away from me...till now
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Mirror Morionis “Last Winter Tolls”
1 - As Winter Arrived
the day of deepest thoughts
that laid like a tombstones over my heart
disarray that restless wind brought
tore my soul apart
that morning was not dawn
and all around me rejected the light
and darkness fell down
and coming endless winter night
and whole world drown into silent depth
and stars extinguished forever
somewhere near was death
Always, my Universe, together
somehow I knew that the weather is like her sense
in the smell of the wind and in cold darkened sky
it occurred to me the same hour i'm alone i'm not exist
but you
she left this plagued world first.
without trace
she is I have lost
Did I have a here place?
but no matter what, we met
your hand touched mine
and wind so quiet wept, as winter arrived
till our hearts entwined
can you hear my call,
within this blinding white?
for you last winter toll
tonight.... tonight
2 - Nine Coldest Days
under the evrwaning moon
I stay alone
counting all these wounds
to grief belong
nine coldest days
of your last departure
drowning in disgrace
always... my love always... without heart
watching all hopes is gone
as blood leaves the veins
as the body turns to stone
and nothing else remains
and you disappeared
with nine charnel crows
neither doubt, nor fear
beyond the wall of snow
She didn't love me living; but once dead
She didn't touch the shroud, or raise the fold
But just wove a wreath for my head:
To know she still is warm though I am cold
heart has to stopped as it never been before
life came to a standstill barely begun
white horizon line crossed out all
i hope the day tomorrow die 11/34
nine coldest days
of your last departure
downing into disgrace
always... my love always... without heart
3 - Sunless Within
cold embers instead the ground
ashes instead the snow
One nameless mound
where i'm below
never to appreciate all around
ever falling down
you will not hear my call anymore
you're lost somewhere between
you're so far away like never before
and I was sunless within
you never know how long you looking for
you don't feel if I will closing in
You fade away in grey and woe
and we are together sunless within
slowly fading sun
makes me torn apart
I've coldest gun
for useless heart
forever doomed to stay
without smile and tears
surrender to find a way
watching these passing years
Once you may lose the stars
but keep going that blinded one
on land covered with scars
until your threnodies begun
4 - I'm not. You are the One
snow-white shroud eclipsed sun
and raven wail eclipsed mothers weep
because she never has a son
'cause I fell asleep
at the closed door of limb
i'm all alone
and stars began to dim
when I was gone
my time has come
my life ended with loss
when all was said and done
my dream is getting close
at the closed door of limb
i'm all alone
and stars began to dim
when I was gone
if you didn't hear this voice inside
then i've never exist
if you stand at this our divide
then I could not it resist
if you close your eyes - I'm become air
if you decide to rise - I'll be every stairs
but I'm not - for funeral winter to own
I'm not - but You are the One
at the closed door of limb
you're all alone
and stars began to dim
when you was gone
5 - Forest Of Lovelorn Hearts
time to awake on the other side
and find a hidden door
to our great divide
and nevermore
still we walk alone
while sleeping trees are weep
but you heared my quiet moan
in forest deep
I saw the wandering lights
among unbroken cold
they slowly flight
behold
this forest filled with mourn
within
I long
where the end shall begin
wake up follow to lightless night
your native womb
I know why
you seek my tomb
'cause never been
'cause haven't owned
the way between
goes down follow you every step
my misty bride
and don't know that
i missed my suicide
i lost thy stars
from now on cold
covered my scars
i've lost among these trees of pain
where the night pour down
where darkness fell as rain
you will find me under ground
ground was filled our grif and pain
till now we're here dwell
searching in vain
and into forest womb we fell
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Mirror Morionis “Our Bereavement Season”
1. Horizons
Cold touch of the wind
From an open door
Far away behind the dream
Take me no more
Until I sleep again
Until I dissolve in air
All will be in vain
Fall with despair
To grieve apart
No shed a tear
With frozen heart
Get near
Take me beyond the horizons
Of quiet days
Beyond the silence away
Away from here dwell
Beyond the daylight veil
By lonely trail
That grey landscape filled me with calmness
In mourn I walked through the barren fields
And discolored clouds lead me away
Where ashes rises from the ground to void
Oh, Night swallow my soul
In eternal dark I'm grieve
Everywhere I hear Her Call
Through a deepest trance
Don't follow me
Holding in hands the dust
Of our memories stained black
As if it returned from the past
But never get them back
Even beyond the winter curtains
We move on different ways
My farewell for thease lowlands
I come for you always
Take me beyond the horizons
of quiet days
Beyond the silence away
Away from here dwell
Beyond the daylight veil
By lonely trail
With you
2. Forlorn
Upon this dawn I fixed my stare
To time passed slower
In every season somewhere
I could hold you closer
Everything was gone
By the shades of regret
And I walked alone
Encircled with the void i wept
And you are for winter to own
Without me
And broken heart falling down
In melancholy without you
Carry this flame inside your mind
And leave out all the scars
Carry cold pain and I'll carry mine
Under the watching Star
Following to unburied Night
Until my last breath
We are entwined
Until we torn apart with death
And you are for winter to own
Without me
And my broken heart falling down
In melancholy without
Light was so cold
Your arms turned excarnate
Left behind this world
We are still frozen in fate
3. When I am Dead
When I am dead, my dearest
Sing no sad songs for me
Plant thou no roses at my head
Nor shady cypress tree
Be the green grass above me
With showers and dewdrops wet
And if thou wilt, remember me
And if thou wilt, forget
Fast asleep with Singing birds cannot wake her
nor shake her the gusty blast
Under the purple thyme Sleeping at last
I shall not see the shadows
I shall not feel the rain
I shall not hear the nightingale
Sing on, as if in pain
And dreaming through the twilight
That doth not rise nor set
Haply I may remember
And haply may forget
And dreaming through the twilight
That doth not rise nor set
Haply I may remember
And haply may forget
4. The River Of Thousand Tears
Stream of disbelief
Brought my body to nameless shore
Where are you alone in grief
Standing at the open door
You can release
Our mistakes and failure
Nobody's blamed, please
Stay don't fade away
Why we shed a tears of live every day
Forever dies never again till now
If we only could
Look into the dark
To stand on the path in misty wood
And read Old Runes of bark
There is no wider river then from my heart flows
From open everlasting wounds
And every day I drowning down below
Thy waters, belongs to doomed
No colder river then you cried
For one who is not reborn
But not died
In solemn clouds of the storm
where are you? same quiet as I
Ready to follow through the stream
Ready to bear this weight till you die
But you are mist after dream
Oh, why we shed a tears of live every day
Forever dies never again till now
If we only could
Look into the dark
To stand on the path in misty wood
And read Old Runes of bark
River of thousands tears
River of longest years
Take me away from here, please
River of latest miss
Shiver of hidden fears
We've fallen down to our knees
River of thousands tears
River of heart debris
Take me away from here, please
River of silent fears
Shiver of aimless years
We've fallen down to our knees
5. Lament For Fallen Star
...to burn until the twilight falls
In mourn to prowl
So many human lifes
I linger in the dark
But didn't stop to strive
like a fleeting spark
There is no faith within my soul
No more light
Every demon would reap what sown
It seems as I
I knew her shining is somewhere
and I whispered her name like a pray
against the obsessive nightmares
till coming fearless day
closing my eyes - i open my heart
touching the cold fir bark
my thoughts for you will depart
into the abyss into the dark
and falling stars over the sleeping earth
just passing by, they don't retain sights on mortals
and we remain in stony silence and still unaware
this cruel winter orphaned us
but gave us very gift
chance for unity at last
without loss and rift
closing my eyes - i open my heart
touching the cold fir bark
my thoughts for you will depart
into the abyss into the dark
over your shine I fixed me eyes
I'll take all your grief
from thousands stars you chose me oh Why?
cause you alone like me
6. Entangliments
I saw our hope is gone
So useless something to do
If you die alone
I will die too
When we lost our wings
we fell under the rain
Towards the end of all things
Dissolving in beautiful pain
7. Somewhere Future Ends
No one said a few words
While heaven filled with mourn
No one recalled the dying world
In point-of-no-return
Of haze you are
To owned my depart
Of sleepless night
That stole your heart
One day like a longest year
I watch the clouds into slumber
And hope to find you there
While my soul torn asunder
You and I together look into fading day
As winter veil descends
Storming sky will fall and never rush away
Away somewhere our future ends
Let some sleep quiet
And let your dreams will go
Don't torment us why
Time has determined flow
But you hold your breath
And stop life with disdain
For grinning death
For some time relieve your pain
The rising sun it's pale, like a dime
That must be paid
To have the right
To walk among the dead
You and I together look into fading day
As winter veil descends
Storming sky will fall and never rush away
Away somewhere our future ends
No one knows
Whether waiting in front of fame
No one thought
Among the stones are so many names
As winter calls
As winter calls to lies ahead
Our future ends
Between the living and the dead
8. Rime On Your Hands
Silence was broken as ice
Of myriads voices of wind
A scenery froze in my eyes
When a rime fettered my wings
White-out stalls me
Every hour after dusk, till now - forever
And snowstorm envelope
Me with ache for us
This feeling doesn't rest
If you are not the word of God
Then God never spoke
If desperation is in your blood
Then the Sun never awoke
Left by light within
Perception coming with frost
Snowfall has brought us
To suffering and loss
Embraced with despair
Never return, never be those
I carried her dreams mirrored in heavens
Striding on foreign lands
Followed by cries of ravens
With rime on frozen hands
Scattered intentions
Scattered the embers
we feel in the end
Our last december
Left by light within
Perception coming with frost
Snowfall has brought us
To suffering and loss
Embraced with despair
Never return, never be those
9. All For Nothing
Day after day of my demise
Thus I say that once shall rise
Devouted mind - alienation
Forever blind - redemption
These ways are desolate
For change your life it's too late
Find the greatest void
Of my accomliced fate
without hopes
Then stars never shine
Let tie me a rope
Last day is nine
At point of countdown
Denial suffering
By open wounds
It's all for nothing
These ways are desolate
For change your life it's too late
Find the greatest void
Of my accomliced fate
Day will come you know
When we will die
And this dawn will toch our souls
When trees grow in hight
Lamps will ever burn above
Our tombstones
Never fern
Growing through our bones
To die witn your name
It's all I need
Ignite the flame
That mast be lead
Last farewell
With our world
No one to tell
Our final words
10. Crowned With Mistletoe Wreath
We are crossed the sacred line
We are stepped over the mild divide
we are rest in Tomb of Divine
But on the other sides
And Mistress arrived
There was incorporeal
Ghost of sleeping trees
It seemed time stopped still
Her head was crowned with mistletoe wreath
By raven horde She's coming at our death
Her sagebrush sleeves of snow-white
Her dark within as her morion light
Countless souls behind her back
That weighted earthly woe
Of fateless and hopewrecked
By wintry tempests blow
Among the cold of moveless stones
She came to us haunting one
Through the choir of those who gone
Distortions while begun
And I stood at her down on my knees
Till she said to me
- Rise up now, wanderer
Those you are seeking - on the verge of demise
Are you ready to going under?
That say you are? Rise!
And darkness fell before my eyes
- Let my raven horde will show you the way
To your beloved one
- Why are you help me this cruel day?
There was neither answer no moan
With silence starting wind
And grew into a roaring storm
And Mistress dissolved in the fiend
Then I was encircled by a cloud of ravens
And we went over the heavens
Over the faceless plains
Fogeting about our cold pain
Awakening of the sleeping fields
Of pale grasses, tied as a rope
I've seen the future that was sealed
And every minutes lost my hope
With a deepest heart I rose
By fragile faith and remorse
One last step for me
And then i saw thee
She lay down on the snow is near
But I could not reach her hand
Please carry on and don't give up this fear
Death is not the end
Our searching is over after all
This deadly winter it cleared for us this world
I lost myself acquired your heart
Nevermore we will be torned apart
And starless night sheltered us
And gave new life in her womb
Together, my dearest dream at last
With mourning wreath at the our tomb
11. December Threnodies
It's the end of our torment
winter is over in early spring
Share with me this moment
And let out everything
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Nordlumo “Embraced By Eternal Night”
Devotion
Oh, flickering lightstar
The source of my inspiration
You are so far from me
You are so indifferent to me
These gray faces around
That passing me by every day
Lurking silence is in their souls
Empty stare is burning the holes through me
My essence, tormented by despair
My mind, broken into small pieces
And only the temptation of consuming
Squeezes out the life from me
Wait, Skywalker!
Which illuminated all of the night sky
Your halo is shining with ultraviolet
Filling my soul with hope and light
And I am running to you
through the gloomy crowd
Climbing the higher hills
Stumbling over the stones
Killing my body violently
Dead twigs are hitting my face
Leaving cuts and abrasions
Trees laughing at my blind hope
But I am running forward
I crawling to you
By bleeding hands I am leaving traces on the ground.
A little more, just a little bit
My whole life is a struggle with myself
Cold lakeshore barred my way
Became lifeless ice wall
Skywalker... Horizon devoured him
I hear someone laughing ...
Wait, Skywalker! Wait for me!
I'm coming! Running! Crawling! Swimming!
How cold, oh Gods ...
Don’t leave me ...
Scripts
Within my world
Candle of hope will dispel the brume
With touch of light dreams
With fallen leaves of autumn time
Within my world
Anguish and grief
Are lighter than the rose flake
Are translucent as the phantoms of the past
Erase your beeing
Without doubt and regrets
And taste the flavour of the dream
Desirable and sweet
Through the beat of the heart
Listen to the rithm
Of thoughts’s dance
That immerse to blissful trance
At the time of coming morning
I see new and fresh despair
I feel hateful life
At the time of coming evening
(I am) taking new steps
On the way shrouded by mist
The way holds me
Through scripts
Through clouds
And borders disintegrate
Towards to infinity
Where I had to be born
Where I had to live
Bring me there
Bring me there
There is no more sadness, no more anything...
No more...
Me and the void,
Me or the void,
I am the void,
I'm void.
Is it worth it?
The thought slipped away and disappeared.
IT IS worth.
He heard it, he understood: I'm not ready, it's early. Early, too early...
Good-bye,it escapes again into the darkness,
Throws me, goes away, away.
And I'm alone, alone in a dark forest, alone in the Darkness, alone with the ghosts.
Curse reality
Hateful days
Gods are laughing
Gods are waiting for death
And let the blade
Correct their mistakes
By drawing new lines on my palms.
Dreamwalker
In murky fog of darkness or light
In weak flickering of lights outside (the window)
I plunge again into the realm of Morpheus
And forget who I was this afternoon
"Who and why came to my Kingdom"
The sullen voice scares me
"Like stranger of light in the darkness
You'll wander until you find me"
And I wading through clots of grudge
Fear and wonder for the world of men
See how the light that was around me
I fading out, wasting away, burning weaker
"You will not come, lose a hope,
Faith in yourself and your success
Here you'll die without revealing my secret
You will forever remain in (the) shadow world
But I'm going ahead ramming the air,
Going leaving the wide deep trail
I'm going in this mad cold fog
Which makes me tremble, but fester
"What for do you fight with your essence?
You always were looking for the appeasement,
Quiescence for your tired soul
Always wanted to remain in dreams
In world without any human passions
And it's right:
There is nothing ahead accept torment
Sorrow, grief, and ennui are behind.
The voice doesn't scare me anymore
The voice is now the part of me
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Premarone “Das Volk der Freiheit”
Part 1 – D.V.
(Italian)
Italia mia, benché 'l parlar indarno
Eccolo il plot dell'avvenire,
gonfio di buoni propositi, velleità, promesse elettorali.
giovane perditempo, quasi diplomato.
Andrà certo tutto bene fino a oggi è così che è stato;
andrà certo tutto bene,
fino a oggi è così che è stato.
Ah, libertà, libertà,
fatta di noia e languore,
fatta di ore mute ed uguali
confuse alla pubblicità,
così tanta da fare spavento,
così poca che non fai rumore.
Tuniche Purpuree
Beati coloro che hanno fame e sete di giustizia
perché saranno saziati.
Beati i misericordiosi con l'amico dell'amico
e la tessera del partito.
Beati i poveri per il fisco italiano
coi conti a Lugano.
Beati i perseguitati sempre abbiano i soldi
per pagarsi gli avvocati.
Ardet Ausonia
Sesso, droga ed Hammamet.
Sesso, droga e presidenzialismo.
Sesso, droga ed Endemol.
Sesso, droga e maxiemendamento.
Spread und Drang
Tra le mie gambe di smalto e xeno,
la porta nera del cielo
dove le stelle vuote di invidia o stupore ridono.
Se solo i fosfori avessero potuto trattenere in parte il baleno delle tue palpebre!
Ma sono vuote le stelle, vuote e perfette, e ridono
dei miei denti di alluminio
e del girare che fanno i tuoi capezzoli in lega freddi come lame;
ma sono vuote le stelle, vuote e perfette, e ridono
della distanza tra immagine e somiglianza.
(English)
My Italy, though useless words
Here it is the plot of the future,
full of good intentions, desires, electoral promises.
Young slacker, almost graduated.
Everything will certainly be ok, that's how it has been so far;
everything will certainly be ok,
that's how it has been so far.
Ah, freedom, freedom,
made up of boredom and lethargy,
made up of silent and flat hours
confused with advertising,
so much to frighten,
not so much to be popular.
Purple Tunics
Blessed are the ones who are hungry and thirsty for justice
because they'll be satisfied.
Blessed are the merciful with a friend in common
and the party card.
Blessed are the poor for the italian taxes
with bank accounts in lugano.
Blessed are the persecuted,
that will always afford to have a lawyer.
Ardet Ausonia
Sex, drugs and Hammamet.
Sex, drugs and presidentialism.
Sex, drugs and Endemol.
Sex, drugs and maxi-amendment.
Spread und Drang
Between my legs of varnish and xenon,
the black door of the sky
where the empty stars of envy or astonishment laugh.
If only the phosphorus had been able to hold back
the blink of your eyes for a while!
But the empty and perfect stars are empty and make fun
of my aluminium teeth
and of your turning nipples thar are alloy, cold as blades;
but the empty and perfect stars are empty and make fun
of the distance between image and similarity.
Part 2 – D.F.
(Italian)
Das Volk der Freiheit
Brillavamo ancora come notti inesplose
e tu, appoggiata con le ginocchia al divano del privée
e bella come non saresti più stata.
Brillavamo ancora come notti inesplose
e tu non eri nemmeno sfiorata
dal dubbio che il tempo avrebbe anche potuto
non aggiustare le cose.
Nel grigiore del diluvio eurodemocratico,
non resta che costruire un tempio, un mausoleo,
pubblicare un libro, fare un figlio, comporre una canzone
o scrivere il proprio nome,
scrivere il proprio nome sulle piastrelle di un cesso in autogrill.
(English)
Das Volk der Freiheit
We were still twinkling like unexploded nights
and you were on bended knees on the privée sofa
and as beautiful as you wouldn't have been anymore.
We were still twinkling like unexploded nights
and you couldn't even imagine
that time would also be able
not to heal all wounds.
In the dullness of the eurodemocratic flood,
all we can do is build a temple, a mausoleum,
publish a book, have a child, write a song
or write your own name,
write your own name on the tiles of a loo at a highway stop.
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Sadael “Dreams”
Dreams
Suddenly I wake up
In a diferent place
Lot of things are gone
some ones are the same
I just want to go
Searching for my own
This is not my place
Here i dont belong
I must find the reason
To stay in here
The reason to dream
And never wake up
In the mist i see
Those darkest eyes
Looking to the skies
Searching for your face
And they make me feel
Here we could be one
There are waves of thoughts
Deep inside of my soul
Looking in her eyes
I feel I'm home
Suddenly i wake up
And her touch is gone
In dark corners of the earth
I found myself,i've found the light
I lurked in shadows, i smelled the dust
I felt dull razor's painful rust
Dark Glowing
And the moment is back
From the depths it came
Overwelming feelings
Fill my inner emptiness
Overdose of thoughs
overdose of feelings
Came with her eyes
With the skin she let me see
Your eyes,your face,your lips i see
But not your hands loving me
The flesh is weaker than my will
The pain can hurt us, but it can't kill
And i want to stay
No mater where we are
Feeding my soul
With this overdose
I feel the bless
I feel her touch
She said all is real
Our love will never end
I want to stay with her
No matter where we are
Heaven or hell
We are the ones
Our neverending fairytale
Purple Mantis
Where am i supposed to be
I dont know if i'm sleeping
Many things have changed
Many diferent views
Once upon a time,in a distant kingdom
There was a king in purple mantis
In the castle of my dreams
Or a hell inside my mind
I can see the bigest forest
From my dark tower
The colors are so special
Show me i'm somewhere else
Far away of your arms
In a kingdom made of glass
My kingdom
Purple mantis as my shade
Looking for the queen of hearts
To overcome the pain of lies
This dimension is unreal
The music sounds in my ears
The music of another time
No one is here to tell me
If this place is just a dream
Im lost in a some place far
A place of ancient time
Im alone in this empire
I dont know if i want to stay
Or wake up to seek your arms
Rain,Wash My Tears
The animal that you feed
Is the only what you left
Outside the pooring rain
Wash the tears for the dead
Our love could be eternal
I see it in my dreams
You should live in grief
Waitin for the end of days
You show me that i cant
Be the one if not dead
Wave
Im floating in a void
There is no cold or warm
I smell you,i feel your skin
My dream is about you,my lonely queen
The time is running fast
So many nights will end
I wanna see you again
For a moment that is a wave
When i wake up again
I feel the cold embrace
Of the absense of your hands
Only visions for me left
There is only pure silence
There is only dark violence
But i see you in my mind
I can't feel you in my hands
There is no existence
There is nothing more
It's your image in my brain
The dream i always wait
Wake up now, see yourself
Love overdose
The past is never coming back
Aparted lovers shaded black
Hurricanes of sorrow,fountains of tears
We got to live these lonely years
Full moon is in the sky
This night you are by my side
You are my sky, my sweet sun
It's your fading dream, close your eyes
It's not you, and it's not me
In this shattered reality
Anything is illusory
Our love was my victory
Don't touch me
Don't wake me
Leave me alone with your cries
Pure love never dies
Bring back the sun
Where is the light
Some day you gave me
Where is the warm
I had those nights
Where are the dreams
I always wanted
Only darkness in my mind
Please, bring back the sun
You should now bring back the sun
This is more like a nightmare
It's so cold and dark in here
I beg you my dear, please, wake up
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Solemn Echoes “Into The Depths Of Sorrow”
After I've taken my last breath
After I've taken my last breath
Feeling released from this torment
My eyes close
My mind so silent
No more suffering
No longer do I have to face this world
After I've taken my last breath
As my body endlessly drifting into the void
My last tear has fallen
A Calmness comes over me
Coldness enters my lifeless tomb
Eternal sleep has been granted
After I've taken my last breath
The pain I endured
The agony I felt
My scars no longer hurt
All of my burdens are...
Forever gone
The Cold Wind Blows
Death...
With your cold hand you guide me
I know you're here
Walking beside me
Watching...
Waiting...
Whispering to me...
Come rest upon my shoulders
You will feel no more pain
Eternity is just a step away
All you have to do is take my hand
...Like the cold wind blows
But this darkness will not leave
Slowly her words sink in
The path she leads to, is cold and silent
I keep looking for comfort
But she is the only one
Who knows I'm dying inside
She speaks to me...
I am here for you
Rest easy
You will hurt no more
Death...
You feel my scars
You know my pain
You see the tears that fall
You whisper to me like the cold wind blows...
Abandoned
Falling into my pit of darkness
I yelled for you
But you did not hear me
I reached out my hand
You pushed it away
My soul darkens
My heart is broken
Sitting on this throne of dispare
Wondering why you did not care
Memories of you
I'd rather forget
The hurt
The pain
The anger
.. of why
I'm alone in this darkness
(Can anyone find me)
(Please try to find me)
(Does anyone care)
Unheard
Unseen
Depressed
Weak
I called
I cried
My soul darkens
My heart is broken
I screamed
You were not there
No matter what I did
I am forever alone
I am abandoned
A Worthless Disgrace
I am numb
I am frozen
I am broken
I feel nothing inside
I fall into an endless oblivion of helplessness
This plague never goes away
I look into this broken mirror
All I see is nothing
Living with this darkness and pain
I am invisible
No one can see
I have pain inside
A black hole, of deadly emotions
Wondering the streets at night
With all of my dreams of death and sorrow
It is hard to find peace
With no hope of escape
I scream
I yell
I cry
But no one hears me
I stand alone here...worthless
I want to run and hide
Never to face the world
My scars are real
That is the thing I feel
Is that I am
Just a worthless disgrace
Solitude for the Dying
Silence is waiting
My final resting place is near
I am no longer lost
I am no longer trapped
Nothing left to fear
The birds are singing
This is the only thing I hear
My body no longer aching
My body is failing
My mind is clear
My mind is at peace
Beyond those grassy hills
In the valley below
Underneath the tree
Of which shades me from it all
One last song is played
A calmness comes over me
What is in store for me?
I will not know until the time has come
This is my solitude
I'm finally at peace
Into The Depths Of Sorrow
Unrelenting sorrow
Fear and sadness overcomes me
Hope drains my soul
I am broken
I feel broken down, my body aches
My heart bleeds
So scared and feeling so alone
The coldness fills me
I can't think at all
This darkness haunts my very soul
My world is dead
I've lost control
Into the depths of sorrow
The darkness covers me
With its all-consuming power
It slowly takes my soul
Pulling me in deeper
A broken mind
A broken soul
No energy to scream
No energy to cry
I am falling deeper
Into the depths of sorrow
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Suffer In Paradise “This Dead Is World”
This Dead Is World
This world is dead
Covered with dust
Eaten itself
From inside
Empire of worms
Praying to the decomposed
Wasted souls
Food for dogs
Blind and deaf
Swimming in dreams
Rust and rest
Oh darling dead
For billions of
The worthless worms
Now to rest
In the worldwide tomb
Baptized in lies
Dead from the birth
Sinking in sins
Crawling in mud
So when your child
Goes out of control
There's the only way
Is to make it die
I slayed them all
By killing myself
Could you ever forgive me
Oh darling dead
It's my own fault
It's the wrath of lamb
What a perfect world
Is dying now!
Let my bones
To lay there still
Invite the jackals
To make the last rites
The opened mouth
Of the rotten skull
Makes no sound
This dead is world
Somnambula
The viscid darkness
The illusion of life
My weakening mind
Surrenders in a prayer
Falling to abyss
The fragments of thoughts
The memory's flegm
The voices in Void Make me reborn
Awake from the life
To break the chain
Of body and mind
Hypnotic whispers
The dance of the shades
Will I ever escape This comatose dream
The silent phantom
The mournful guest
The shade on a bedhead
Carries the truth
The strangling shrowd
Of the sandy border
We cannot awake
From nightmare's embrace
So easy to follow the call of illusion
So easy to break the circle of life
To take wing and fall down as yellowed leaf
To flush and extinct in the opaque of night
Disappear forever and leave from myself
A pile of ashes of disfigured thoughts
And a pack of demented ideas
Forgive and forget - and no more me
Suffer In Paradise
Sail away, fade away
When pale sky becomes grey
Wicked heart. Gods of sea
And this night They call
For me
Hundred years under Holocaust's Hammer
Thousand scars - mutilate and burn
Memories are the broken ships
Cemeteries of the nameless ones
Crowned by fools Lord of worm
Throne of "God" covered by moss
Cult of louse, church of puss
Leper prophet leading you
To sacrifice
Born of the desert dust
I'm a mirror of your sins
Bloody streams on an eyeless face
Reflecting false revelation of Doom
Another awakening
In the prison without walls
Twisted image of fever mind
Just shut your fucking mouth
And keep on suffering
In your paradise
Manifest of the bestial gluttony
A glorious origin of flies
Taste the smell of your soul's decay
Attracting vulture angels
Insect
I have seen myself
In the rotting grave
Of past
Wretched corpse of fool
Forgotten and fallen
To ruin
I feel colourless life
Floodind inside me
But understanding
Is not the forgiveness
Caged by myself
Monochrome skies
My darling solitude
will come to torture me
How can I heal this pain
The pain what is all mine
No one is near
To save me from myself
So many time to understand
The vainness of all
I will never collect
All pieces of trembling soul
Caged by thouths
Enslaved by doubts
Monochrome skies
Will keep silence
When darling Solitude
will come to torture me
Wings of hopes
Forever crushed
Chains of guilt
Whips of lies
Pathetic insect
Crawling alone
Towards the light
Out of the depths
Candle awaits
The butterfly
To give a hope
And burn to ashes
Archetype
Madness began
When dirty apes
Started to name
Themselves the humans
Perverted mind
Creating gods
Drawing strange symbols
Upon the skin
So many grace
In making fools
So many faith
In rabble's eyes
Architects of...
The disastrous future.
Demiurges of...
The inglorious past.
But who
will be surprised
That the history
is the book of cries
Yes, you need
The sanctuary
Yes, you need
The darkest cage
'Cause you've been crushed
By your anger and lust
And the only one devil
Is you!
So keep on killing
For pictures and words
Which have lost meaning
So long ago.
No sins. No vices.
Just the endless repeating
Once born - you fade
In the shadow of broken
Archetype
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Suffer In Paradise “Ephemere”
Ephemere
(Music: A.V.Grievous. Lyrics:A.V.Grievous & Akron)Is this old mirror
So dirty and cracked
Or in the labirynth of wrinkles
My youth went astray?
Leaving bitter taste
On the shrunken lips
Drawing curved scars
On the withered skin...
With halo
Of funeral pyre
I'll enter
The sacred
River
And wash away
This burden
Of memory
Do dead dream of living ones?
Does the soil covering you softly?
When the dark is near
There's no affections and habits
Like fallen leaves
We flow down
the weakening steam
Of life
We're just
The ephemeral plants
And Lethe will swallow
Us all
My Pillory
(Music & Lyrics: A.V.Grievous)No light can ever reach
Here in the bottom of my hole
I dug to hide myself
From the knives of your eyes
Hidden with the stones and leach
Under the shelter of shadow
Where the silence reigns supreme
There's my throne and my pillory
The Swan Song Of Hope (Cantus Cycneus Pt.II)
(Music & Lyrics: A.V.Grievous)Giving the birth
To unwished child
To please the hunger
Of open grave
Killing the seconds
And spending years
Digging own grave
With rusty pendulum
Grasping the feathers
Of outgoing youth
Slipping away
Through bony fingers
Hump-backed
And wrinkled
Useless filling
For the nameless grave
Unable to move
The bleeding limbs
The glimpse of dream
Forever lost
Through ravens cry
And hyenas laugh
Cannot be heard
The swan song of hope
Marked with indifference
Bared teeth for the last time
To the backyards of existense
Thrown to die
The Wheels Of Fate
(Music: A.V.Grievous & D.Akron. Lyrics:A.V.Grievous & D.Akron)Talk to me
A hungry abyss
Reveal to me
Your deepest secrets
Give me a shelter
From howling spirits
From the lights
that follow the dead
So I'll forget
The warmth of the sun
In blissful blackness
Dissolving me
Stand before me
The onyx night
Cover me
With your coat
From myself
from rotten verdicts
From the pain
of rusty passion
Pray and scream as loud as you want
Road of rebirth is paved with grave stones
The wasted souls condemned to fall
Step by step in the wheel of fate
The tomb worms will tell no secrets
So the skies will stay indifferent
Creeky wheels of fate keep turning
To break your fucking neck one day
The Bone Garden
(Music: A.V.Grievous. Lyrics: D.Akron)A walk in the bone garden
A ghostly place in the autumn's heart
The countdown of agony is on now
Every look back increases the torture
Someone awaits me near the fence
The faceless figure points at me
My candle will melt down soon
To leave me in the darkness
I'm afraid of memory
It nails me to life
I'm afraid of time
Its hunger is enormous
My light has faded long ago
Every second makes me bleed
Everything I can't bring back
Hurts me stronger and stronger
Call Me To The Dark Side
(Music: A.V.Grievous & D.Akron. Lyrics: D.Akron)You could crush me in the Womb
Or shut the child's laugh with desease
The relentless hand has no pity
Guiding me through the years of torture
The blissfull dead sleep in calmness
Dreaming of time of no oblivion
You cold destroy me when I was young
When I knew no betrayal
Not understanding my fortune
I could leave in nescience
The weeping souls are mangled with prayer
The thing they feared blessed them
After all circles
Like a rusty torch
I have finnaly
Faded out
Your quiet whisper
From the ephemeral fog
Will call me again
To the dark side
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Symphonian “Incarnation Of Reality”
Forbidden (Der Apfel aus Gold)
Have you ever felt that pain?
Kisses’ gentle violence?
Bursting out of shame…
Oh dear! My will disappears
In mist that I surrender to…
I can’t forget what I have tasted,
With no regrets for what we’ve made.
That kiss was more than I’d expected,
That secret lore is now observed.
Der Apfel aus Gold…
Will God forsake? No need to scold.
It was mistake. It has been told.
Who loved he knows what does it cost,
What is the pain, what is the loss.
Der Apfel aus Gold…
With constellations blinded eyes,
I stare into the skies at nights,
I pray the Tyrant - no one hears…
I’ve paid too much for all we did…
Drowning in the night with you, dreaming to fly with you.
Drowning in the night to fly in dreams.
What once was sweet has bitter taste,
Its nasty sense - it still elates.
I isolate myself in wold.
In haste to live my soul was sold.
Der Apfel aus Gold…
Betrayal
In the darkness cold wind howls,
Among the thousands of paths,
I can see no light to follow,
You were my last gasp for breath.
Fragments of broken mirror,
've stuck in skin of my face.
I've lost you forever,
I've broken it while I was wasted.
Listen to my weeping soul,
Why I couldn’t hold your hand?
You had left me drowned in sorrow.
I have learned how the silence sounds.
Why death's not coming soon?
How I want you to know
For love that faded bloom
That you regret when you’re alone.
From the dead and bitter silence,
In my dreams you come to me.
I’ve forgiven your betrayal
But it couldn’t make you live…
Is this the ghosts of tomorrow
Are stretching hands to take me away?
No need for silly sobbings,
To end it up is my own way.
Last Words
I feel the emptiness that never leaves me
Unless I hear chants in my mind,
Thy calming words that I believe in.
I am obeyed by voice that sings.
Waking up from hollow dream,
Can't you see?
Shattered mind without a thought.
Seek after me…
Living in a delusive realm,
All you’ve seen
Had been told you by that voice
In your dreams…
Nothing but hope keeps me alive,
Soothing my agony that I can’t survive.
Desperate cry is wondering darkness,
Everything is empty inside.
I see the light is fading in shadow.
Covered with lies is the shine of my heart.
In place, where the feelings are dead, there is nothing to wait,
When cold darkness embraced my life in thy grace.
That night I looked outside from my window and
I’d seen the huge raindrops were falling from the black clouds.
I realized how much I missed you…
A sudden shadow passed near by me,
and suddenly I realized
I would have never been so close to you again!
I’ll be with you ... again!
Weary soul is lost,
‘Cause you have gone.
It’s an emptiness
And everything’s forgotten.
My heart was ruined,
My faith was ruined,
I can’t believe this… oh!
I can believe this not…
Path of a Soul
I spent my whole life on seeking for your soul.
And once like a sunbeam through the mist of my dream
You’ve come to me.
I dwell on the verge
Of both worlds and cry
The same way as you,
My grief is the light.
Your soul іn darkness and sadness awaits.
While I'm trying to solve this quest of death, life and faith.
From reign of the darkness,
Lend wings me to fly.
At dawn I go down
At dusk I revive.
– Ascetic life I choose. Death is the only truth! I wish you’re alive…
– Just follow my light…
– Why do you have to go? Still I don’t know. Don’t put me aside!
– I’m pure as a light.
– Don't run away! It's not a game to play! Please, stay in my sight!
– Forgive me, my Light!
– Show me the path, my soul never rests enlightening my mind.
– Go onward my light…
I had explored the secret depths of divine science,
My eyes have seen the sharpest verges of both worlds.
Approaching the mysteries of skies I’m always trying
To reach the furthest point on a path of a soul…
Silver Streams
Hey… Don’t! Don’t make me shy
Not this time! Don’t even try.
Oh, don’t! Don’t make me shy.
Not this time! Don’t even try!
Curtain’s dropped, show has begun,
I forget what makes me down.
Silver falls on everyone
From above in streams that run.
Silver moon in silver skies,
Silver shining of silver night.
Silver bodies are closely tied,
Silver lips and silver lust.
On your eyes like on the screen
You will see this shocking scene.
Let this night to be your dream,
Make your soul to silverstream!
A pale white skin, black-shining leather,
Blood-red lips sink in silver nether.
It became the silver plexus,
Its searing cold… We’re all together for…
Silver beam of silver light
Pierces bodies and all around.
We are the shapes in the light of bliss,
Just bleached contours in the silver streams.
Withered
Raked out from the snow that day
The girl that was missing on the eve of that day.
Perfectly frozen her body was laid,
It’s seemed like the death's saved her beauty that day.
She’s learned to love to hate –
Everything dies, passes away.
Crystallized beauty and withered eyes
Are covered with snow,
Frozen from inside - no sign of life.
Her inner pain,
Her hurted soul,
Her wasted time
For the life she doesn’t know!
I grieve for the things
That were lost being loved.
Will the hate help me to
Strike them out of my heart?
Her room’s left in a state as she just has been gone.
Diary left on her bed is still alone:
“I feel the shame not for the wrong things I’ve done,
But for the right things that should have been done”.
And you will taste the life –
Only at a time it’s fading away.
Standing on edge, crossing the line, the one
fleeting thought
Changes your mind, rescues your life.
Her misty life,
Was ended up
When her will to live
Was strong enough but…
I think this day
I did not commit suicide
Is more epochal than
my birthday in my life.
Her feet slipped off the cliff,
When she’s turned to go.
Whirling in the deadly spin
She fell in the hugs of snow.
Depressed (Lithiated)
Uh … Your screaming fear,
Uh … From inner cosm,
Tells: You will lose this fight … Stifling
Despair burns you alive.
So what do you know?
What's in my name?
On shores once pure and clean
tides have brought heaps of wastes
from medicines
One part of me
Is locked in the cage
of devoutness
Chased from within!
Please stop healing me.
I’m being vanished.
Uh … What's on your mind?
Uh … Wake up! Wake up!
It hurts me to see you here … Trapped
And lost in apathy.
Those black seed of hate
tears me apart.
I’m inverted ghost
Body without its
Inner shine.
Another part left after me
Is hornets' nest of hopes
for Relevance
My last morbid thought
Was breed in the hate
to your ignorance.
So why I am here?
Please take me away,
Out from these walls!
I beg you to come!
Please, show me the door
of perception of reality.
Day after I’m being cared
From thought and soul control.
They say I’m getting better, though
But how the hell they know?!
Deceived, humiliated
Why did you deserved it?
And inside
- Your soul cries.
For essence was betrayed,
For nothing left to save you,
A play of smile
of lithiated mind.
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“Synthèse Collectif — The Dark Whormholes”
Aura Hiemis — Visceral laments
Under the shades
Of remembrances
Looking for the path
To the unknowed place
Waiting for a face
That could shines again
Wondering where I am
Where I should be
Once she said to me
I did not want to believe…
Finally I realize
That was the only true
She said to me
“Nothing last forever…
Everything dies”
Will be my epitaph
I am consumed
By this human existence
I hear the voices
Of an ancient time
In my mind
Still are burning memories
Ghosts from the past
Dead but still inside
They are upon
The land I build
As dark clouds
Hiding the rising sun
The life laugh
In my face
I only hear
The insanity
The pain leave scars
Inside the flesh
Holding them
With ink and blood
There's no reason
To try to understand
This only will be
No matter who cares
Will I give up on them?
Will I rest again?
Are you going to be with me?
Does not matter when or where?
Until that needed end
Until I kill the pain
Until life betrays again
Until that unknowed day
When I will be in the darkness
And the silence comes back again
When nothing more will care
And I will be one of them
No more tears
No more dreams
No more hope
No more fear
Some wounds still are open
Bleeding upon my land
And they feed the existence
Of those immortal ones
I will erase the fear
Holding inside the dreams
The worms will eat the scars
Leaved by them in the past
Unforgiven
And forgotten
Digging the walls
The walls of grief
The roots are going inside
Searching the buried ones
To use them to grow up
And be stronger ones
They never saw
Beyond my eyes
They never heard
Beyond my words
They never felt
Beyond my hands
They never was
Beyond their presence
I will wait
Impatiently
For that day
When I'll be hold
By their hands
Deep underground
I'll feed the worms
I'll fill the hole
The life laugh
It leaves the scars
I'll find the rest
Inside my grave
The more I stand
In my truth
Bigger becomes
Their lies
Sculptor — The Three Shadows
Но три тени
Встали бы здесь
Ждали бы тут
За мной бегут
Пыль мне несут
Три тени
Бьют по рукам!
Давят виски
Режут на части
Но так близки —
На них зеркала.
Тащат в храм
Они иконы, исконны.
* * *
Мы все одиночки —
На нас видны точки от игл.
Дайте нож в руки,
Дайте нам лезвия Сил.
Мы все одиночки —
Никто и не должен придти.
Но все иллюзорно,
Ведь каждый может уйти.
Я все искал до боли пути бытия —
Один оскал и даже без боя!
Справа тень отправит меня не спеша
В черный мир одиночного зноя!
Я одиночка, я выгляжу точно как кнут.
Моими следами все люди здесь точно умрут.
Я одиночка, я выгляжу точно как я!
Я тающий призрак, проникший в тело себя.
* * *
О жизнь, глотая грязь остывших вод,
Ты ведешь туда, где цель мне так близка...
Пантеон из дней бескрайних и дождей —
В конце твоих концов не видно трех гонцов.
Иллюзии и лжи, шагов лишь миражи...
В обычных состояниях в этом вся ведь ты.
Цветы и коллажи и счастья и грозы —
В объятии мольбы, рабы твои кроты!
За той рекой, в твоей голове есть пространство — убийца...
Слышащий да услышит, видящий да увидит, ищущий да найдет, да потеряет,
да убьется
И нырнет в Пустоту!
И жизнь ведет слезливый монолог:
"Пиши, пиши. Иди, иди".
Веди! Веди! К последней госпоже
Твоя цель — убить в одном из пассажей!
Все призраки внутри мои, а не твои.
Ты тень, но та что на стене, а не внутри.
Я здесь, я сон, я бог, я зверь. Но не ты!
Я здесь, я сон, я бог, я зверь. Но не ты!
Все призраки внутри мои, а не твои...
* * *
Чувствуй смертный поток,
Сумерки вечных гротов.
Слышишь? Дыхание ждет...
К тебе бесконечность ползет.
Смерч всех надежд
Умыла руки.
Смерть просто есть
На ваши муки.
Мрак трех одежд
Кромсает звуки.
Смерть просто съест
Ваших иллюзий
Яд.
Смерть — это стекла границ...
Пламя последних страниц...
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Tectum “Path to Eternity”
Scorn, Greed, Damn
Enslavement of the soul – as the aim,
Prediction of the end - will erase the plans.
Muscles were shattered,
And the tendons are cut
Bones are crushed,
And then blood clots
Scorn – is an infection in their dirty hearts,
Greed – is a destroyer of all pathetic mankind,
Feel resurrection living someone else’s life,
Freedom can be perfect.
Scorn! Greed! Damn!
Scorn. Greed.
Scorn! Greed! Damn!
Burning Passion
Red blood boils in my veins,
Reaches melting point of chronic apathy till extinction
Every subsequent moment brings constant delight
I’m covered with burning passion for you
Wait, wait for me,
And even if you go away
I want to tell you so much
How sincerely regret for being dirty traitor
How much suffering must I endure more?
It's time to put a bullet, but not now
Just give me a chance, stay with me
My Melting Point
Leeds to Insanity
Don't press on me
Don’t play on weakness
A Liar Among Us
My every breath, your every glance
Fills weary soul like sweet poison.
Reviving soul in the fire
For entrance in your dark abode,
A Liar hiding among us
His eyes give away the truth
Exploring your surroundings
For tempting to the next attack,
And my revenge will be eternal
While penetrates his ashes.
In desperation and grief
They search for shelter for a few moments,
But the enemy is waiting …
I smell blood and death.
You are my appearance for worship,
And every instant – is a lost instant,
I will tear you up from captivity of fate.
A Poem About the Lost Past
Never leave me in eternal lonely wandering,
Let me breathe you - my hope,
Then fall back into the flow of pain.
I am a lonely wanderer
In another deaf silence,
Deprived of desires and thoughts,
Seeking to forget the past.
And try to see,
Enjoy and feel,
And how it was
On the way that you have lost.
Never again,
I will never forget
How to leave no trace
It causes trembling of my heart.
Splitted Soul
The pain tears flaming hearts,
The shout carries freezing despair.
Appalling presence of creatures coming
And there’s no more energy to resist…
Time’s undone,
You’ve sold your soul,
The sun eclipse
Foretells the outcome,
False essence
Has no remorse,
And now I’ll take
Your private world.
Now… Give it to me,
Sleep… And follow me.
Don't split my soul again
You hear my voice just in dreams,
But splitted soul does not reveal your mind.
Autumn
Dark ruler of the forest,
Forgive us for the sins,
I will atone the guilt,
I will take away
All your secrets with myself to the grave,
Don’t allow me
To outlive these sufferings again,
I will sing to you,
I will sing to you…
Your autumn covered the ground
And brought the silence,
It’s a terrible time
For all living.
So hide deeper in the forest
And prepare for cold nights, waiting for you
It’s Alive!
I shall relate events
That impressed me with feelings which,
From what I had been, have made me what I am.
It’s Alive!!!
I was a poor, helpless, miserable wretch;
I knew, and could distinguish, nothing;
But feeling pain invade me on all sides,
I sat down and wept.
Unfeeling, heartless creator !
You had endowed me with perceptions and passions
And then cast me abroad an object
For the scorn and horror of mankind.
I will work at your destruction,
Nor finish until I desolate your heart,
So that you shall curse the hour of your birth.
Cursed creator! Why did I live ?
Inflamed by pain,
I vowed eternal hatred and vengeance to all mankind.
It’s Alive!!!
Wolf
In the cave of antiquity
We have returned to the sources of wisdom,
And the sense of that former life,
That was pity, becomes clear,
And pathos does not remain
And the wolf’s cry will pierce the fog,
And the hearts of the crowd will begin to boil.
The mankind's sea of anger will overflow the banks
And will flood the bones of sinners.
Each time you are amazed
You understand - You are a lonely wolf.
Simplicity of things,
It isn't necessary
To hide your essence
Behind the mask.
My Path to Eternity
Freedom is my passion,
Leads me to the depths of the universe,
And gives me an unknown persistent feelings
I was waiting for this
All my silent life
And now here is my path to eternity.
I have to go beyond
My pitiful understanding
And knowledge of absolute nothingness
For my calmness.
All that I am, I have to be recreated
In another guise
To feel new breath of freedom
My Time, infinite time
Can be only below the speed of light
Wherever anything is, there will always be time
My desire is to be a part of a new life
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The Cold View “Wires of Woe, Ways of Waste”
Wires
These wires of woe
are never ending.
With no origin,
they descend from nowhere,
leading into the void.
Pulsating landscapes
of shattered visions
oscillate into reflections
of a broken forlorn self.
Vibrating flickering
electrical impulses
illuminate the visions
of the fathomless vastness,
where nothingness
is the essence of it all.
These wires are the aching scars
that are deeply carved into the space
between what is left behind and
what is never never meant to come.
Not moving, not standing still,
everything fades without a stop,
constantly changing into forms
that do not vary in shape.
These wires are routing the pain
into the abyss that carries all away.
They fill the emptiness with all
that does not even exist.
Woe
In this cold gray light all is shadow.
In this shattered radiation all is
blurred illumination, omnipresent aching glare.
This gray light is a state of frailty.
All has lost it's color, a sketch of
an awfully funny caricature of life itself.
Existence is fading when separation
is the beginning and the end.
Moments rush by and the images of them
are illusions within the infirmity of time.
Everything visible is a deception
of the subjectivity of perception.
Repression seems to be the only way
for persistence in this light of gray.
In this cold gray light,
In this cold gray light
all is in woe.
Ways
Blocked by heavy black buildings,
thrash and dirt allow no passing,
wet by the rain and mist.
Nothing that could reflect a light.
There even is no light anymore,
so the ruins can't cast shadows.
Day and night are melting to a viscous mass,
time has no room where life is finally erased.
Waste
Wasted ways are leading backwards,
where nothing can be found.
The perspective has changed,
changed from sorrow to desperation.
Antagonism arises with the conflict
of conception and perception never in balance.
This is the dead end of permanent dilemma.
Wasted ways are leading backwards,
where nothing can be found.
The perspective has changed,
changed from sorrow to desperation.
Pathways through the waste of human life have no intent.
They are a maze of inevitable failure and dishonest regret.
There is no sunset in a nightmare of never-ending night.
The light of knowledge is hidden behind the ignorance.
Wasted ways are leading backwards,
where nothing can be found.
The perspective has changed,
changed from sorrow to desperation.
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The Dead Sea “The Ceremony Of Marrying A Mummy”
1) Dancing With Armless Carcass
Along the way
We died and lived
We killed and saved
We blamed and forgave
You look Hideous, I couldn't care less
I picked your body to touch your consumed flesh
Follow my steps as I dance and weep
Your bones and remains are mine to keep
Dance with me, my eternal flame
Your solid warmth I reclaim
Let me guide you through the seas
Hear my plea, I am on my knees
Let us dance under the mourning moons
As the night bleeds these dreadful tunes
Sway with me, I still the same
Your past mistakes are not a shame
I hold your carcass forevermore
Will live forever around the shores
Let me guide you through the seas
Hear my plea, I am on my knees
2) A Ring For Decomposed Finger
Although your hand doesn't feel the same
It shivers whenever I call your name
I kept this ring with me for years
It will shield us from all the fears
Your fingers look darker now
But to keep them safe I forever vow
To be your guardian and your light
To watch your corpse through the night
Let me embrace you once and for all
Lets burn together, lets die, lets fall
The world would never accept this bond
I lost my sanity, humanity and beyond
3) Kissing The Lipless Head
Caressing your face, always gives me pleasure
Even when you're dead, to me you're a treasure
With lipless head you stare for hours
I filled your chest with crimson flowers
Kiss me now, kiss me more
I forgot your lies, like I did before
Your poison was always enough for me
It devoured me, like a storming sea
Bite my lips with your decayed skin
I won’t let God's plan win
A love between life and death is not a sin
It was always the case within
4) Bridal Dress For A Corpse
I've always imagined how do you look in white
With consumed flesh, what a majestic sight
It's like this color was created for you
To cover the worms, your neck, and your bones too
You stand still with a veil covering your face
Haunting the dreams, the time and space
The fabric streams smoothly on your shoulder
As the night passes, we grow older
Move with this bridal dress, dance around
Until we fall, fall to the ground
A hideous corpse with a gorgeous dress
A mummified virgin with burning bless
5) The Ceremony Of Marrying A Mummy
Without tongue she promised to stay
(Is it real anymore?)
To never leave, lie or betray
(Or I just lost control?)
We gathered here to unite our remains
To break free from all the chains
This commitment is bleak and cold
With one is dead, and one to grow old
Without tongue she promised to stay
To never leave, lie or betray
Without sanity I pledge to share
Love, Despair Grief and care
May this ring be blessed and holy
May we rot together, forever and slowly
With this ring I thee wed
The skinless beauty, the past, the dead
You can lay down peacefully in this dusty bed
And I will give you what’s left of my life instead
6) Orchestral Burial
In a blink of an eye
We travel across the skies
And as we waste our days
The earth roams astray
"We are a lost piece of stone,
Wondering through space and time"
Chaos is breathing everywhere
And life was never fair
Peace was damaged to the core
We lost the essence forevermore
"Humanity writes its own ending,
With an ink, made of the blood of the innocent"
7) The Scent Of Decayed Face
The stench fills up the shore
Your skin's smell I can't restore
And it strikes me to the core
That I can't feel it anymore
The way it smelled can’t be forgotten
It was tattooed here, but now it’s rotten
It kept me breathing for years and years
Whenever I need it, it appears
One day you could open your eyes
Your skin could get softer and I would hear your cries
I will be here, waiting that day
To hold you tight, along the way
You're not dead yet, you can’t be
I can't send your spirit free
I need you, as long as I am still here
You need me, and I know that my dear
You're not dead yet
You're not dead yet
You can’t be.
8) My Withered Admirer
Like a rose, you withered and passed away
Despite all the wishes, the dreams and the prays
Your love didn’t stand a chance
We wasted all the pale romance
Now the mind can't take the fact
That your body is drained and cracked
With all the ugliness of your open chest
I feel my soul is still obsessed
The care you gave when you were alive
Was the reason my mind survived
And now your corpse are mine to save
And your lost features I will engrave
You'll look charming like you did before
That’s what I'll live and survive for
9) Saline Whispers
I want you there
To be alive and well
Warming me whenever the sun gets cold
I want you there
To be dead
motionless, with no lies
You died inside of me,
But somehow, you're still there,
I buried you,
But you keep appearing with despair
I want you dead forever,
But you still whisper, and I still hear,
I buried you,
But you keep breathing on my ear,
The process of analyzing this, stopped for a while
With mummified memories of you, I can make a smile
I want nothing from you now, I said enough
The effort of despising you was extremely rough
The wheel of life continues, with or without you
The gruesome reality goes on, with or without you
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The Extinct Dreams / Unsaved “Metamorphosis”
Посторонний
День за днём проживая в пустом гедонизме,
Равнодушно поддержишь чужую харизму.
И как только жара ослепит твои мысли,
ты услышишь сухой и бессмысленный выстрел.
Ты не видишь смысла в формальных слезах
и не плачешь у матери на похоронах.
Суд присяжных твой поступок не поймёт
и за это тебя на гильотину пошлёт.
Ты не станешь им особо возражать –
Дальше жить или нет – тебе наплевать.
В одиночке просидишь в абстракции бессонной,
На рассвете ты умрёшь, как посторонний.
श्री नरसिंह प्रणाम
श्री नरसिंह प्रणाम
नमस्ते नरसिंहाय
प्रह्लादह्लाद—दायीने
हिरण्यकशिपूर बक्षः
शिलाटंक—नखालये
इतो नृसिंहः परतो नृसिंह
यतो यतो यामी ततो नृसिंहः
बहि नृसिंह हृदये नृसिंह नृसिंहम्
आदिम् शरणम प्रपद्ये
Posthumous Remorse
When you're asleep, dear shadow-coloured wench,
Within a coal-black, marble monument:
When, for your room and mansion, you are pent
In a wet cellar and a hollow trench:
When the stone, pressing on your startled breast
And flanks in fluent suppleness competing,
Prevents your heart from wishing or from beating,
Your feet from racing on their reckless quest.
The tomb that shares my deathless recollection
(For poets best are understood by tombs)
On those long nights, when never sleep presumes,
Will say, "What boots, frail vase of imperfection,
Not to have known what pains with death begin?" —
And, like remorse, the worm will gnaw your skin.
Spirit Morphosis (The Final Ritual)
სულეთის ღმერთო მადლიანოვო
მომეცი ნება საუბრისავოო,
გამამაცხადე სამზეოსავო,
შენ ამაძრახე სამზეურთავო,
თუ რჯული გინდათ გიქამთ რჯულსავო,
გარჯულებთ ჩვენსა ნეშტსავო,
თუ შუღლი გინდათ გიქამთ შუღლსავო,
გაშუღლებთ ვეშაგურის შვილთაო,
დიდება ღმერთსა მადლი ღმერთსავო,
ჩვენმა ანდაბმა გაიმარჯვავო,
მტირალსა ტირილს ნუ ჰპატიჟებთო,
მაინც იტირებს პატარასავო,
დასწყივა დედისერთაიავო,
ბერდედა გამიგონებსავოვო,
გულს გაიჯავრებს ბერდედაიო,
მზეო დადექ და დაგვიანდიო,
მზეს დგეხართ უკუნობისაოვო.
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Without Dreams “Rejected by Angel, Betrayed by Demon”
I. Demon of Suicide
Тернист реалий путь,
Венков ряды пугают,
Так хочется свернуть
В объятия соблазнов.
Уж нету сил идти
По битым ожиданьям,
Терпеть плевки судьбы,
Вкушать плоды страданий.
И чувств смычок на струнах вен играет
Кромсая плоть, открыв душе порталы...
...На волю из клетки Несносной жизни,
Былое отвергнув, в забвенья брызгах...
Тернист реалий путь,
И не найти в нём смысла,
Боль разрывала грудь
Стенала жаждой бритвы.
Карать себя за то,
Что прожил слишком долго,
Терпя плен сих оков,
Не находил покоя...
И птицей душа взмывает ввысь,
В объятьях огня отринув жизнь...
Демон суицида манил в порталы смерти
Демон суицида срывал покровы страха
Демон суицида распял мои надежды
Демон суицида возвёл меня на плаху...
Демон суицида клянёт основы жизни
Демон суицида зовёт в свои объятья
Демон суицида оставил крови брызги
Демон суицида вскрывал мои запястья
Удары сердца утихли навеки.
Глаза закрыты, иссякла кровь в венах...
Обмякла кожа, изящны порезы
В кровавой ванне витает дух смерти.
Тернист реалий путь,
И не найти в нём смысла,
Лжецы скрывали суть,
Хваля убранство жизни...
Пугая Адом всех,
Терпеть заставив муки,
Позволив встретить смерть
Лишь в объятиях недугов...
II. Fallen Angel
Разбилось сердце
О скалы чувств,
И шёпот ветра
Зовёт в петлю...
Всё стало пеплом,
Мечты мертвы,
Распята вера
Перстом судьбы...
Душа, упав в болото мира,
В безверье глубже увязала,
Предательств плеть стегала спину,
Отчаянье ростки пускало.
В ночи хмельной я птицей стану,
Я полечу на крыльях ветра,
Пусть разобьюсь о твердь асфальта,
Но скину с плеч мучений бремя...
Прогнал надежды рой мрачных мыслей,
Асфальт окрасив в страданья брызги,
И кровь рассвета под ветра всхлипы
Смывает имя из книги жизни.
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Дрём “4”
Невроз
Страшно остаться с самим же собой
Ни о чём на свете не думая.
Игры дремоты с ночной тишиной
Бросают в хаос безумия.
Хочу, но боюсь утолить жажду сна.
Обращён в простое животное.
Вновь засыпая слышу голоса,
Как в голове нечто инородное.
Может частями галлюцинации
Выйдут с рвотой по глотке?
Может плоды своей деформации
Извлечь через ухо отверткой?
В больной искажённой реальности
Сижу на кровати, прижавшись к стене
И чувствую мощь своей слабости.
Что же со мной? Что это во мне?
Руины
Под пламенным солнцем портовые краны
Маячат над далью солёной воды.
Чёрные окна брошенных зданий
Зияют, как будто беззубые рты.
Небрежно идут по земле провода
К ветви опоры электропередачи.
На сломанных рельсах гниют поезда,
Увязнув в песчаной незыблемой ряби.
Обломки бетона, на арматуре,
Нависли над рядом ржавых машин.
Безглазая кукла лежит у бордюра;
Лишь ветер среди прокажённых руин.
Октябрь
Игра архитектурного ансамбля
Содрогнула готический свод.
Фрагменты белого камня
Крошатся на множество нот.
Зверь выползает из логова,
Костёр октября у ворот.
Ликующий люд, от голода,
Пачкает молитвами рот.
Марш распятья и молота,
Плач, всенощное бдение
У святых мощей Господа
Нашего Бога Ленина.
Howling wood
At this freezing and lonely night
When the wood's bursting into howl
I'm waiting for saving light
Of the moon for my broken soul
Tell me please, my ethereal moon,
What can help me reduce the pain?
Can I feel alleviating soon
To be able to smile again?
I'm watching the howling wood,
It's like emerald in a ring,
And if I came closer, I could
See reflection of my own grief.
Moon! I'm begging you, answer me!
Let your words heal me like a cure.
In the howling wood give me sleep,
In his emerald waves I'm secure.
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Feb 14 2022 New album pre-order completed successfully.
May 10 2021 A new album by Дрём in the style of funeral doom metal went on sale.
Mar 30 2021 Published on Youtube one song from the upcoming Solemn Echoes album - “Into the Depths of Sorrow”, which will be released on May 1.
Sep 27 2020 The physical release of Flesh Temple — "Lamentations" will be available around October 8-10.
Jul 15 2020 Launched a new release, expected by many, the second album of The Dead Sea, entitled "The Ceremony Of Marrying A Mummy".
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